During the mid-20th century in Afghanistan, the lives of two young girls unfold through intertwined stories. Mariam, an illegitimate child born in the 1950s, leads a secluded existence with her mother Nana in a humble dwelling provided by her father, Jalil. Despite her longing for acceptance from her father, Mariam faces a series of disappointments, including Jalil breaking a promise to celebrate her fifteenth birthday. This disappointment prompts her to venture out in search of him, only to return to the tragic discovery of her mother’s suicide. Overwhelmed with guilt and seeking refuge from her father’s rejection, Mariam is ultimately married off to Rasheed, a shoemaker three decades her senior, and is relocated to Kabul, marking the end of her ties with her father. Meanwhile, in the same city, during the late 1970s, we encounter Laila, born amidst political turmoil and a communist revolution. Her story is tinted with sorrow due to her brothers’ deaths in the resistance against Soviet Russia and her mother’s subsequent depression. Laila finds solace in her father, a university professor, and Tariq, a protective friend. Their friendship blossoms into a deep bond, but Tariq’s family’s sudden exodus from war-stricken Kabul leaves Laila shattered. Following the loss of her parents in a rocket strike, she is rescued by Rasheed and Mariam, leading to an unexpected proposal of marriage from Rasheed.
Now carrying Tariq’s child, she accepts Rasheed’s proposal and falsely claims him as the father of her unborn child. Rasheed’s oppressive patriarchal dominance, exacerbated by the Taliban regime, subjects both wives to abusive control. When the truth about the paternity of Laila’s daughter surfaces, Rasheed’s brutality intensifies. Eventually, Laila bears him a son, but Rasheed’s financial instability forces her to place her daughter in an orphanage. The revelation of Tariq’s survival triggers a chain of events culminating in Mariam killing Rasheed to protect Laila. To shield Laila and her children, Mariam takes full responsibility for the murder and faces a death sentence. Laila, Tariq, and the children find sanctuary in Pakistan, eventually returning to a revived Kabul. Utilizing the inheritance left to her by Mariam’s father, they refurbish the orphanage, and Laila, now expecting a child, assumes a teaching role there, honoring the memory of the woman who saved her life.
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
Chapter 1
Mariam, the illegitimate child of Jalil Khan, a prosperous man with three wives, is raised by her mother Nana, who was never married to Jalil. At the age of five, Mariam accidentally breaks Nana’s tea set and is labeled a harami, exposing the truth of her birth. Nana, once a maid in Jalil’s household, was left to live in a small hut called a kolba with Mariam. Nana had expressed her regret to Mariam that Jalil did not end their lives before birth.
Chapter 2
With the assistance of his sons, Jalil constructs a modest hut, or kolba, for Nana and her child. Instead of employing workers, Jalil decides to complete the task himself. Born in 1959, Mariam receives conflicting narratives about her birth. According to Nana, she gave birth to Mariam alone in their kolba, and Jalil only visited a month later. On the contrary, Jalil claims he arranged for Nana’s hospital delivery and even selected Mariam’s name. Believing in her father’s version, Mariam eagerly anticipates his weekly visits.
Chapter 3
Jalil’s sons deliver supplies to Nana and Mariam every month, a gesture met by Nana’s hurling of stones and verbal outbursts. Nana harbors a strong dislike for villagers who bring gifts for Mariam. Despite this, Mariam looks forward to her regular interactions with Mullah Faizullah, the local tutor, who teaches her reading and prayer. Upon learning that Jalil’s other daughters attend school, Mariam expresses her desire to join them with Mullah Faizullah. Despite her wish, Nana adamantly denies permission for Mariam’s schooling, emphasizing that she only needs to learn one lesson in life: endurance.
Chapter 4
Mariam eagerly awaits her father’s weekly visits, filling her days with excitement. During these visits, Jalil, Nana, and Mariam engage in pleasant interactions, engaging in activities like fishing and singing together. Jalil also brings Mariam small gifts and shares news from the world beyond her kolba. After Jalil leaves, Mariam dreams of being an integral part of his life, residing under the same roof and caring for him.
Chapter 5
Jalil continues his visits to Mariam and Nana, while Nana maintains a composed demeanor. However, in 1974, as Mariam nears her fifteenth birthday, she expresses her desire to watch “Pinocchio” at the cinema. Upon Jalil’s departure, Nana scolds Mariam for her perceived lack of gratitude and her wish to leave Nana alone. When her birthday arrives without Jalil, Mariam goes in search of him for the first time, defying Nana’s warnings. Despite a friendly encounter with villagers who assist her in locating Jalil’s house, she is turned away upon reaching her father’s doorstep. On her return home, Mariam is greeted with a tragic sight: Nana has taken her own life.
Chapter 6
After burying Nana, Mariam, longing for Mullah Faizullah, finds some solace in his recitations of the Koran. Despite attempts to console her, Mariam’s guilt over her mother’s death lingers. She isolates herself in Jalil’s home, where her half-sister Niloufar introduces a gramophone and plays music. When Mullah Faizullah visits, Mariam confides her sense of responsibility for Nana’s death. He reassures her that her mother’s lifelong sorrow is not her fault. Shortly after, Mariam is summoned for an urgent family discussion by Niloufar’s mother.
Chapter 7
Jalil’s wives inform Mariam of a forthcoming marriage proposal from Rasheed, a widowed shoemaker from Kabul aged 45. Mariam hesitates, feeling too young and expressing her desire to stay with Mullah Faizullah. Despite her objections, Jalil’s wives insist she is of a suitable age for marriage and argues that living with her elderly tutor would burden him and his family. Disregarding Mariam’s wishes, Jalil proceeds with the plans for the marriage proposal.at Rasheed. Following this, Mariam is returned to her chambers and kept in captivity.
Chapter 8
Mariam becomes Rasheed’s wife on the succeeding day. Making arrangements for their journey to Kabul, Jalil bids them farewell at the bus terminal. Despite Jalil’s attempts to persuade Mariam about the charms of Kabul, she interrupts him. She admits her deep fondness for him but also her newfound understanding that he is ashamed of her. She requests her father not to visit her in Kabul anymore, stating she no longer desires to maintain ties with him. As the bus departs, Mariam boards without looking back.
Chapter 9
Rasheed acquaints Mariam with their residence, evoking in her a profound yearning for her past. Her tears unsettle Rasheed, who displays disgust towards women’s weeping. He guides Mariam to her own quarters, indicating his preference for solitude during the night. Observing Mariam’s trembling, he questions if she is afraid of him, to which she falsely replies in the negative. Rasheed expresses certainty that Mariam will grow fond of this new environment before he departs, leaving her alone.
Chapter 10
For several days, Mariam remains confined in her room, gripped by fear. She listens as Rasheed recounts his daily affairs and the news each night. Much of it appears nonsensical to her, and she patiently awaits his departure. One evening, Rasheed hints that the time has come for Mariam to embrace her responsibilities as his spouse. Subsequently, Mariam starts unpacking her belongings the next day. She tidies the house and prepares meals. To bake her bread, she must utilize the communal oven, known as the tandoor. Upon arrival, she is bombarded with inquiries from the local women, leading Mariam to quickly retreat back home, feeling overwhelmed. Upon Rasheed’s return, he overlooks the clean house but praises her cooking. Rasheed then mentions guiding her around Kabul the next day, presenting her with a burqa to wear. He makes it clear that he expects Mariam, his lawful partner, to respect his privacy: her visage is his concern.
Chapter 11
Rasheed aids Mariam in donning her burqa, an unfamiliar garment for her. Rasheed insists that she will eventually grow fond of it. During a subsequent outing to the market, Rasheed enters a shop, leaving Mariam to observe other women who appear “modern” with their makeup, stylish footwear, and freedom to move without male escorts. Upon his return, Rasheed gifts Mariam a refined, silk scarf, a gesture that Mariam views as benevolence, expressing her gratitude. That night, Rasheed remains present continuously. With his hand on Mariam’s neck, he touches her despite her obvious discomfort and fear. Their intimacy distresses Mariam, and once he is done, Rasheed exits the room.
Chapter 12
Mariam prepares for Ramadan, noticing alterations in both Rasheed and Kabul. Rasheed sporadically observes the fast, leading to his irritability. The culmination of Ramadan brings solace and happiness for Mariam as she and Rasheed engage in citywide festivities. Mariam encounters a woman named Fariba whom she had encountered previously. Rasheed cautions Mariam to steer clear of Fariba, labeling her as a meddlesome gossip and her husband as an arrogant intellectual. During the three-day Eid celebrations marking the end of fasting, Rasheed entertains male guests. Mariam remains unaffected by being relegated upstairs during these gatherings as Rasheed aims to protect her honor. While tidying Rasheed’s quarters, Mariam discovers a gun and adult magazines, leaving her stunned and perplexed. She also stumbles upon photographs of Rasheed’s late wife and son, leading her to grieve for his loss. Mariam clings to the hope of establishing a stronger bond with Rasheed.
Chapter 13
Upon confirmation of Mariam’s pregnancy by a medical professional, Rasheed eagerly anticipates the baby’s arrival by reconfiguring their living space. They commemorate this event joyfully among Rasheed’s relatives and pals. Mariam is brimming with love for her unborn child and implores Allah to allow her to retain this precious blessing. Rasheed suggests that Mariam visit a public bathhouse. Despite the welcoming and soothing atmosphere, Mariam experiences unease due to the unfamiliar faces surrounding her. She crosses paths with Fariba, who discovers Mariam weeping alone, accompanied by evidence of blood nearby. Following this incident, Rasheed hastily escorts her to the medical practitioner, who confirms the tragic loss of the baby. Upon returning home, Rasheed covers Mariam with a blanket, expressing his displeasure towards the doctor who interpreted the miscarriage as a divine decree. As Mariam gazes at the snowfall, memories of her own mother flood her mind.
Chapter 14
Mariam’s grief manifests through various emotions such as envy, remorse, and fury. At times, she blames Rasheed for prematurely celebrating, while at others, she holds herself or Allah accountable. Rasheed becomes temperamental, incessantly reprimanding Mariam and ceasing to bestow gifts upon her. One evening, Mariam suggests to Rasheed that they hold a funeral for their child. Jalil declines, having previously endured the loss of another child. Later that week, Mariam buries the infant’s coat in their yard and offers prayers over the makeshift grave, seeking strength from Allah.
Chapter 15
As Mariam commemorates her nineteenth birthday in 1978, Afghanistan is in the throes of political upheaval. When she broaches the subject of the escalating communist influence in the Afghan government with Rasheed, he rebuffs her inquiries. Ridiculing her for her lack of understanding, he scornfully remarks that she possesses the intellect of a child. Rasheed’s disdain for Mariam extends beyond verbal abuse. Mariam endures multiple miscarriages and increasingly brutal beatings from Rasheed. In April, military aircraft fly over their dwelling accompanied by deafening explosions. Turning on the radio, they anxiously await updates on the disturbances. After several tense days, they learn that the Afghan communists have toppled the government, leading to the president’s execution. The new regime pledges to uphold Islamic and democratic values. Initially, Rasheed appears optimistic about these changes, anticipating them to work in his favor. However, his optimism is short-lived. Before long, he begins finding fault with Mariam’s culinary skills. His disappointment peaks one night when he compels Mariam to chew pebbles due to undercooked rice.
Chapter 16
Laila, daughter of Fariba and Hakim, was born amidst the communist revolution in April 1978. By 1987, she shares a profound bond with her friend Tariq, who temporarily departs Kabul to visit his uncle. Fariba, Laila’s mother or “Mammy,” playfully teases her for missing Tariq, a boy with a bodily handicap. Laila empathizes with her father, a scholar, who frequently endures Fariba’s anger for neglecting household chores. Once, Fariba was captivated by Hakim’s mild and scholarly nature. Hakim, or “Babi” to Laila, advised her to prioritize education over early matrimony. Laila’s instructor and peers aren’t mandated to veil themselves, a sign of gender parity under communist rule. They study the Soviet Union, acclaimed as the happiest nation globally, and are encouraged to report any potential adult rebels. When Mammy neglects to fetch her post-school, Laila strolls home with her elder pals, Hasina and Giti, who playfully tease her about her sentiments for Tariq. Later by herself, she remains oblivious to an elderly man near Rasheed the cobbler’s abode until the lad, Khadim, threatens her with his firearm.
Chapter 17
Khadim, an eleven-year-old lad, torments Laila in Tariq’s absence, labeling her “Yellow Hair” and declaring he will wed her one day. One time, he squirts Laila with a water gun filled with urine, inciting onlookers to mock. After enduring this shame, Laila hastens home, washes her locks repeatedly to eliminate the foul smell, and finds solace in her mum’s chamber. Her mum, Mammy, oscillates between good and bad days due to her sons’ participation in the Afghani anti-communist resistance. Presently, she is in a despondent state, with all drapes drawn shut and herself cocooned in covers. On learning about Khadim’s misdeeds, Mammy ponders conversing with his mother. Laila then questions her mom about neglecting to collect her from school, where Mammy apologizes and assures Laila it won’t reoccur the following day. Meanwhile, Babi recites a verse on Kabul as he arranges his books.
Chapter 18
After numerous weeks, Laila is fretful as Tariq has not returned from his expedition. Nevertheless, she glimpses a familiar glow flickering in his quarters, indicating his comeback. She visits him the subsequent day and receives a warm welcome from his progenitors who lovingly perceive her as their “daughter-in-law.” During a visit to the bus station, Laila and Tariq encounter Khadim. Though unintentional, Laila divulges Khadim’s transgressions. Tariq reacts fiercely, assailing Khadim with his prosthetic limb, guaranteeing he won’t hassle Laila again. Later that evening, while Laila is studying with Babi’s guidance, an unforeseen knocking at the entrance interrupts them.
Chapter 19
A uniformed man arrives to converse with Laila’s parents, inciting a commotion as Mammy breaks down in tears. The ensuing day, the local women visit Laila’s homestead to aid with the grieving customs. Among the guests is Mariam, the shoemaker’s spouse, who comes to offer condolences. Despite fulfilling her duties as a child, Laila struggles to connect with her mother’s anguish. She has no personal memories of her siblings, Ahmad and Noor, viewing them more as legendary figures than as kin. In her perception, Tariq is the one she deems as a sibling.
Chapter 20
Mammy seldom leaves her bed, with Laila assuming the roles of caregiver and homemaker. Mammy’s sole refuge from her grief is recounting anecdotes of her sons’ heroism, even asserting that Commander Ahmad Shah Massoud supplicated over their remains. Anxious for her mother’s well-being, Laila strives to eliminate hazardous items from their dwelling. Unsuccessful in locating Babi’s razors, she discloses her concerns with her father, who offers no aid. Mammy confesses to contemplating suicide upon discovering her son’s demise. Nonetheless, she yearns to witness their mission accomplished — the ousting of the Soviets from Kabul.
Chapter 21
Babi sets out on a journey with Laila and Tariq, utilizing the excursion to enlighten them on their nation’s history of invasions. Their destination is unveiled to be the Bamiyan Valley, where Babi motivates them to scale the Buddha statues alongside him. He divulges that the area previously served as a hub for Buddhism until it fell under Islamic dominion. In a private moment with Laila, Babi confesses his grieving for her siblings differs from Mammy’s. He unveils his aspiration of relocating the family to America, a notion Laila comprehends Mammy won’t entertain, as she is devoted to her son’s cause and won’t forsake Afghanistan until it attains liberty. Laila, for her part, refrains from informing Babi she wouldn’t desire to depart Afghanistan either, especially if it entailed abandoning Tariq. Several months later, Babi announced a peace agreement has been reached in Geneva between communist Russia and the Afghan regime, indicating the Soviets’ imminent departure from Afghanistan. Mammy, however, refrains from rejoicing prematurely.
Chapter 22
At the outset of 1989, Laila’s family and Tariq witness the conclusive exit of the Soviets from their metropolis. Tariq, who recently lost his uncle and whose father suffered a cardiac arrest, is convalescing from his personal adversities. He and Laila attend a film together where, during a moment of spousal bliss, Tariq mentions he harbors no intentions of ever marrying. Laila, internally crushed, agrees. As the on-screen couple indulges in a fervent smooch, Laila realizes she and Tariq are observing each other. Curious, she contemplates how it would feel to exchange a kiss with Tariq. Emerging into the night from the cinema, Laila experiences a feeling of relief knowing she won’t confront Tariq’s gaze under the harsh daylight.
Chapter 23
By April 1992, when Laila turns fourteen, the Soviet Union is crumbling with nations like Lithuania, Estonia, and Ukraine asserting independence. The overthrow of the communist regime in Afghanistan has prompted the soldiers’ return home, including those who fought alongside Ahmad and Noor. Mammy’s mood brightens, and she discards her mourning garments for more vibrant hues. She orchestrates a neighborhood festivity and warns Laila to safeguard her reputation concerning Tariq. Although slightly annoyed, Laila comprehends her mother’s apprehension. Her feelings for Tariq have deepened, and even neighbors, like Rasheed, taunt them about their intimacy. During the festivity, Laila learns that her friend Giti is soon to wed, while their mutual acquaintance, Hasina, has already wedded and migrated to Germany. Laila attempts to rein in her emotions for Tariq in front of her mother, yet can’t resist accompanying him when he invites her to step away from the gathering. She reproves him about his smoking habits, but Tariq remains indifferent, believing it enhances his allure to girls. He confesses to relishing the rumors circulating about him and Laila, assuring her she’s the sole object of his interest. However, their intimate conversation is abruptly interrupted by the sounds of a scuffle at the gathering.
Chapter 24
The novel national leadership council is entangled in disagreements, pushing Kabul back into turmoil. Laila and her family endure nightly fear as rockets pour down on the city. Each explosion that spares their dwelling also brings the chilling chance of harming Tariq, Laila’s companion. The armed confrontation briefly halts for dawn prayer before resuming. Tariq, equipped with a firearm purchased to protect Laila, escorts her everywhere as the city’s terrain constantly shifts under various warlords’ dominion. Despite her dislike for firearms, Laila values Tariq’s courage. She welcomes Tariq’s affection and disregards societal standards as their connection evolves into love. The conflict between the Pashtun and Hazara groups in West Kabul has intensified and turned brutal, with abductions, sexual assaults, and public executions becoming commonplace. Laila’s parents, Babi and Mammy, argue about leaving Kabul, but Mammy is resolute about remaining. Worried about Laila’s safety, Babi withdraws her from school. The loss of Laila’s friend Giti impacts her more deeply than the demise of her scarcely known brothers.
Chapter 25
Tariq revealed to Laila in August that his family must depart Afghanistan due to his father’s failing health and his mother’s advancing age. Laila, overwhelmed with fury, strikes Tariq, but he endeavors to calm her, leading to intimate moments between them that leave Laila with a sense of guilt. Tariq suggests leaving Afghanistan together and even expresses his readiness to seek Laila’s hand in marriage from Hakim. However, Laila declines his proposal as she cannot desert her parents who are unwilling to flee Afghanistan. She ultimately ends the discussion by shutting the door on Tariq, but he persists in pleading with her from the opposite side.
Chapter 26
As the conflict approaches, Babi and Mammy persist in their talks about escaping Kabul. Two weeks have passed since Tariq’s departure, and Laila’s heartache is gradually diminishing. She grapples with reconciling her emotions about their shared romantic encounter as her upbringing condemns premarital intimacy as sinful. Nevertheless, she cherishes their time together as something lovely and just, memories that linger with her for years. When Babi informs Laila that Mammy has finally assented to leaving Kabul, Laila wrestles with mixed sentiments about the timing but anticipates encountering Tariq’s family in Peshawar. As they prepare to depart, Laila daydreams of reuniting with Tariq. Her reveries are abruptly shattered by yells and an explosion, which propels her against a wall and causes her to lose consciousness.
Chapter 27
Rashid and Mariam rescue Laila from the wreckage, tending to her wounds. Laila suffers from hearing loss in her left ear following the tragic event that claimed her parents’ lives. Mariam cares for Laila, supplying her with pain relief and cleaning up after her frequent nausea. Gradually, Laila’s health begins to improve. Hearing Laila express guilt for surviving the explosion, Mariam is reminded of her own guilt over Nana’s passing. A month after losing her parents, Laila is visited by a man named Abdul Sharif, whom she claims not to recognize.
Chapter 28
Abdul Sharif, having traveled from a Peshawar hospital, confides in Laila a tragic story regarding her friend, Tariq. A rocket had struck Tariq’s transportation to the Peshawar border, inflicting severe injuries upon him. Abdul Sharif, who was also unwell, happened to be the occupant of the adjacent bed in the hospital. Tariq was now missing his other leg and fighting for his life. The men shared personal anecdotes during their stay, with Tariq frequently mentioning Laila. He tasked Abdul Sharif with checking on her upon his return to Kabul. However, one night, Abdul Sharif was roused by a commotion around Tariq’s bed. By morning, Tariq had vanished. The news of Tariq’s demise sends Laila spiraling back to the moment she was informed of her brothers, Ahmad and Noor’s deaths. Laila couldn’t shake the feeling that this might be payback for her inadequate mourning of her brothers.
Chapter 29
Mariam grows increasingly concerned that Rasheed intends to propose to Laila. She implores Rasheed not to proceed, highlighting Laila’s tender age of only fourteen. Nevertheless, Rasheed persists, stating he cannot continue supporting Laila without marriage. He asserts that Laila must either depart and face danger or work in a brothel if she refuses to assist with household chores. Mariam, left with no choice, presents Rasheed’s proposal to Laila that very evening. To Mariam’s surprise, Laila agrees immediately, without waiting for morning.
Chapter 30
Rasheed and Laila plan their future together. When Laila grows restless, Rasheed reacts violently. Laila initially intended to depart for Peshawar before Abdul Sharif’s arrival, but her plans altered. She is in the early stages of pregnancy and must wed Rasheed to avoid raising suspicion. The wedding ceremony is solemnized, and the newlyweds spend their initial night as a couple. After ensuring that Rasheed is asleep, Laila stains the sheets with her own blood, a gesture to confirm her virginity.
Chapter 31
Mariam manages to evade Laila throughout the day. However, Rasheed decrees a joint family dinner, where he dominates the quiet mealtime with his derogatory comments. He insults Mariam, labeling her a harami, a term that continues to sting her even in her thirties. Rasheed further maligns Laila’s parents for their perceived leniency. He prohibits Laila from leaving the house unaccompanied and instructs her to wear a burka in public. The women are cautioned against any wrongdoings, with Mariam entrusted with ensuring Laila’s compliance. When alone, Laila cautiously initiates a dialogue with Mariam. Memories flood back to Mariam of a young Laila playing in their neighborhood. Laila desires to discuss Rasheed’s remarks. However, Mariam asserts that Laila must shoulder her share of the household responsibilities; Mariam refuses to be a servant in her own home. Laila apologizes and endeavors to express gratitude for Mariam’s care. Mariam retorts that she would not have assisted had she known Laila was to become Rasheed’s wife. Laila breaks into tears, but Mariam remains resolute, assigning her tasks for half of the household duties.
Chapter 32
Laila discloses her pregnancy to Rasheed, who hopes for a son. During dinner, Rasheed shares the news with Mariam, causing her visible distress, which Laila notices. Laila tries to create a connection with Mariam, but Mariam is solely concerned about the potential impact on Laila’s household responsibilities. Laila believes that Mariam and the baby are the only innocent ones. The conflict in Kabul continues, but Rasheed assures Laila about her safety. As the year 1992 draws to a close, Mariam’s attitude towards Laila becomes more hostile. Laila hides her initial disagreement with Mariam from Rasheed, which originated from an accusation of Laila concealing a kitchen tool. Their conversations soon turned sour, leading Laila to retreat to her room. It is during the night that she feels the baby’s initial movements.
Chapter 33
When Rasheed accompanies Laila to the hospital, Mariam watches attentively. Upon his return, his demeanor has changed. He neglects helping Laila with the newborn, disappointed that his desire for a son has not been fulfilled. Growing quickly impatient with the baby’s incessant crying, Rasheed blames Mariam for not intervening, despite her lack of experience with children. Mariam sympathizes with Laila and acknowledges her embracing of maternal responsibilities. During a heated argument with Laila, Rasheed’s anger shifts towards Mariam. He believes Mariam has influenced Laila against him as Laila refuses to share his bed. Laila steps in, urging him not to harm Mariam. Later that night, Mariam finds Laila asleep on the kitchen floor. Upon noticing the baby is awake, she cradles her until she falls asleep. Mariam remains awake until dawn, the child peacefully sleeping in her arms.
Chapter 34
Laila treasures the moments she spends with Aziza, her daughter, and cautiously avoids discussing Aziza’s biological father in Rasheed’s presence. This behavior heightens Rasheed’s suspicions, leading him to inquire about Laila’s relationship with Tariq, reminding her of the rumors he has heard. One day, Laila discovers a stack of baby clothes outside her room. She expresses gratitude to Mariam for the unexpected gift, triggering a conversation about cooking. Appreciative of Laila’s support the previous night, Mariam forewarns Laila that she will soon grow accustomed to the brutality, much like herself, predicting that Rasheed’s fury will eventually turn towards Laila as well. They resume their chores and prepare tea, where Laila realizes Mariam’s demeanor towards her has softened.
Chapter 35
Mariam and Laila forge a strong bond, with Mariam growing fond of Laila’s daughter Aziza, marking the first genuine relationship she has encountered. The situation in Kabul deteriorates, forcing Rasheed to remain indoors as violence escalates. Displaying his aggression, he fires his gun outside their residence, intimidating anyone who dares to intrude. He also rebuffs Aziza’s attempts to connect with him. While caring for the child with Laila, Mariam opens up about her past to Laila, recounting her early marriage to Rasheed, the miscarriages, and his changing demeanor. In return, Laila discloses that Rasheed is not Aziza’s biological father and admits to stealing from Rasheed’s purse in secret since Aziza’s birth. She shares her plan to flee Kabul with Aziza, inviting Mariam to accompany them. Reflecting on her tumultuous three years in Kabul, Mariam contemplates the perils of love, wondering if it is part of God’s plan for her to begin anew with the two individuals she holds dear.
Chapter 36
Mariam and Laila devise an escape plan, needing a man to provide cover due to societal restrictions. With assistance from a man for their bus fare, they travel with his family. However, they are intercepted by guards and taken to the authorities. Each undergoes separate interrogations, where Laila is reminded of the illegality of their escape scheme. She attempts to justify their actions by describing Rasheed’s abusive conduct, but the officer dismisses it as a private matter. Upon being returned home, they face retribution from Rasheed. He lashes out at Laila, confines her and Aziza in a room, and then directs his fury at Mariam, locking her in a shed afterward. Fearing for Mariam and her child, Laila pleads with Rasheed for water for Aziza. She watches Aziza vigilantly for any signs of distress. Ultimately, Rasheed opens the door and threatens to harm Mariam, then Aziza, and finally Laila if they try to escape once more. As a parting shot, he kicks Laila before leaving.
Chapter 37
By 1994, the Taliban, consisting of Pashtu migrants, seized control of Kandahar. Fast forward two years, and they captured Kabul. Rasheed took his family to a public gathering at Pashtunistan Square where two siblings were executed for their communist beliefs and infidelity. Subsequently, the city was enveloped with new regulations, implementing Sharia law. Rasheed expressed contentment as his personal rules governing his wives were integrated into law, with death as the consequence of any transgressions.
Chapter 38
Laila is grateful her father cannot witness Kabul’s metamorphosis. With the university shuttered, entertainment venues razed, and all books except the Koran incinerated, she is dismayed. Rasheed’s pleasure in the ongoing punishments and executions disgusts her. In response to her repulsion, he only threatens her. Aware that Aziza is not his biological child, Rasheed continually reminds Laila that their survival is solely due to him. One day, Laila takes a spoke from an abandoned bicycle, considering an abortion. Yet, she finds herself unable to terminate a life, especially that of an innocent like Aziza and Mariam.
Chapter 39
Mariam rushes to escort Laila to a hospital, recently designated for women-only treatment. However, the hospital staff is overwhelmed, and a multitude of people are clamoring for medical aid. Laila necessitates surgery, but the hospital lacks anesthesia. Due to time constraints, Mariam is unable to procure the needed drugs, leading to Laila enduring a cesarean section without any pain relief.
Chapter 40
Zalmai, the son of Laila and Rasheed, is now two years old. Rasheed showers him with lavish gifts like a television, despite their financial hardships. To alleviate their monetary struggles, Rasheed suggests sending Aziza, their daughter, to beg on the streets. Laila vehemently opposes this proposal, leading her to strike Rasheed. In retaliation, Rasheed threatens Laila by putting a gun in her mouth. To avoid trouble with the Taliban, Laila and Mariam conceal the new television set in an excavation they made in their yard.
Chapter 41
Rasheed secures a job at a diner but loses it shortly thereafter. He resorts to peddling household goods, saving only Zalmai from his physical outbursts. Concerned about the dwindling food supply and the threat of starvation, Laila worries for her children. However, Mariam devises a plan to seek help from her father. They manage to use a satellite phone for five minutes, enabling Mariam to contact the mayor of her birthplace. Recalling her rejection of Jalil when he visited her in Kabul thirteen years earlier, Mariam realizes how he was bidding her a final farewell upon discovering he had passed away in 1987.
Chapter 42
The Bamiyan Buddhas suffered immense destruction caused by the Taliban, awakening memories in Laila of her visit to the site with Tariq and Babi. Faced with their dire situation, Laila and Mariam make the tough choice to send Aziza to an orphanage, advising her to conceal the truth about her father’s demise. The orphanage’s head offers solace to a tearful Laila, attributing her hardships to the Taliban’s rule. Despite the dangers, Laila visits Aziza regularly, much to Rasheed’s irritation due to her frequent absences. At times, Laila encounters and endures assaults from Taliban soldiers. Yet, when she manages to evade these threats, she cherishes her moments playing with Aziza. As Rasheed starts a job as a doorman, he assures Laila that Aziza can return home once he has saved enough money. One significant day, Zalmai alerts them of a guest. Upon recognizing the man at the door, Laila races into Tariq’s waiting embrace.
Chapter 43
Upstairs with Zalmai, Mariam grapples with recent events. Her suspicion about a familiar face from Rasheed’s workplace transforms into certainty. She becomes convinced that the man is Abdul Sharif, speculating that Rasheed possibly bribed him to inform Laila about Tariq’s alleged death.
Chapter 44
Tariq divulges his post-Kabul life story to Laila, recounting his hardships after losing both his parents and facing time behind bars. Currently unmarried and residing in Pakistan, he is already aware of the fate of Laila’s parents. Laila shares Abdul Sharif’s message with him and awkwardly apologizes for her marriage to Rasheed. Tariq, however, empathizes with her circumstances and harbors no ill feelings. Laila then reveals Aziza’s existence to Tariq, who eagerly promises to return and meet his child. Meanwhile, Zalmai informs Rasheed of a man’s visit to Laila.
Chapter 45
As Rasheed brings Zalmai upstairs, Laila and Mariam brace themselves for his wrath. Suddenly, Rasheed erupts in anger towards Laila, physically assaulting her with his belt. Despite bravely resisting, Laila finds herself in a perilous situation with Rasheed’s hands around her neck. Recognizing Laila’s imminent danger, Mariam heads to the shed with a surge of determination. Though Rasheed has robbed her of her youth, Mariam refuses to let him claim Laila’s life. With newfound strength, Mariam confronts Rasheed with a shovel, driving him away from Laila. Recalling a gun she had come across in Rasheed’s possession, Mariam strikes again, determined — Rasheed must meet his end.
Chapter 46
Upon regaining consciousness after struggling to breathe, Laila finds Mariam wielding a shovel and Rasheed lifeless. Together, they move Rasheed’s deceased body to the shed. Mariam consoles Laila as they contemplate their future with the children and Tariq. Bewildered by Mariam’s demeanor during their final interactions, Laila deceives Zalmai regarding his father’s absence. In the morning, Mariam insists that Laila visit Aziza. Alarmed by Mariam’s intentions, Laila objects vehemently. Despite their disagreement, Laila fails to dissuade Mariam from shouldering the blame for Rasheed’s demise alone. Sending Zalmai with a kiss for Aziza, Mariam bids farewell to Laila and Zalmai as they depart, unknowingly for the last time.
Chapter 47
The Taliban incarcerates Mariam in the Walayat women’s prison, denying her any visitors. Confined with five women and four children, all imprisoned for “running away,” they endure food scarcity. One inmate received a five-year sentence for attempting to elope with a mullah’s son, while the man was released. Mariam’s brief trial, devoid of legal representation, lasted a mere fifteen minutes. Although she confessed to Rasheed’s murder, her defense citing protection for Laila wasn’t deemed credible without corroboration — a woman’s testimony alone lacked weight. The elderly judge, cognizant of Rasheed’s brutality, pardoned Mariam yet sentenced her to death. Mariam spends her final day watching children fish by the river from her cell window, reminiscent of her fishing days with her father. On the morning of her execution, she walks to the stadium alongside a Taliban soldier, acknowledging her fear, and faces a vast audience of men awaiting her demise. In her last moments, Mariam seeks Allah’s forgiveness, reflecting on the Quran.
Chapter 48
Settled in Murree, Tariq and Laila unite in marriage. Tariq secures a job at a hotel, with Laila assisting in room upkeep. Laila discloses to Aziza that Tariq is her biological father, assuring her of his benevolence and commitment. Though Zalmai, nursing resentment towards Tariq and missing his father, may eventually overcome the pain of Rasheed’s absence. Plagued by nightmares, Aziza and Laila reminisce about Mariam and their Kabul past.
Chapter 49
In September, Tariq shares news of Massoud’s demise with Laila. A commotion in their hotel lobby draws their attention as a crowd witnesses a plane crashing into the second tower of the World Trade Center on TV. Subsequently, U.S. President, George W. Bush, declares war on Afghanistan due to the Taliban’s refusal to disclose Osama bin Laden’s whereabouts, suspected in planning the September 11th, 2001 attacks. Laila witnesses the daily bombings of her homeland by the U.S., sparking a disagreement with Tariq who sees potential positives in the situation. Having experienced Kabul’s violence post-Tariq’s departure, Laila, understanding his perspective, cannot wish such fate even upon her persecutors.
Chapter 50
By mid-2002, Afghanistan witnessed a transitional phase as the Taliban lost control over major cities and an interim president assumed office. Despite contentment in Murree, Laila voices her desire to return to Kabul to Tariq. Their journey entails a stop in Herat, where Laila leaves Tariq and the children at a local inn while she journeys to Gul Daman. Here, she locates the residence of Mullah Faizullah, her former tutor now deceased. Meeting his son, Hamza, she recounts Mariam’s experiences and fate. Hamza reveals his father’s regret over Mariam’s forced marriage to Jalil Khan. He escorts Laila to the kolba where Mariam once resided with Nana, evoking emotional tributes to Mariam’s early life. Before parting, Hamza presents Laila with a box entrusted by Jalil to Mullah Faizullah, containing a letter to Mariam, a nostalgic VHS tape of “Pinocchio,” and a pouch. Jalil’s letter seeks Mariam’s forgiveness for his past wrongs and discloses his intention to bestow her with his property proceeds. Overwhelmed, Laila confides in Tariq about the box’s contents and breaks down in his embrace.
Chapter 51
As the Kabul River swells with rain, Laila observes her children exulting in the mud and water. Celebrating Aziza’s tenth birthday at the cinema, Laila and Aziza commemorate each dawn with prayers for Mariam. Longing for her parents’ presence to witness Kabul’s transformation, Laila and Tariq contribute to the orphanage’s renovation, where Laila helps teach at the school. Referred to affectionately as “Mother” by some students during their daily walks, thoughts of Mariam persist in Laila’s mind, with a keen desire to locate her final resting place. Expecting another child, Laila already decided on a name in case of a girl’s arrival.