The story is narrated through the experiences of Rayona, Christine, and Ida, three unique Native American women. It begins with Rayona at the hospital, playing cards with her frequently hospitalized mother, Christine. Christine, who struggles with alcoholism, frequently argues with Rayona’s father, Elgin. One particular dispute pushes Rayona to wander into the parking lot, where she catches Christine trying to break into their car to cause an accident for the insurance money. Rayona foils this plan, and they depart from Seattle, heading toward Christine’s childhood home on a reservation in Montana.
Their car breaks down near their destination, forcing them to walk the remaining distance. Upon arrival, they are met with a cold reception from Christine’s mother, Ida, whom they both refer to as Aunt Ida. Christine abandons Rayona with Ida and leaves. Rayona struggles to find acceptance on the reservation; she faces ridicule for her dark complexion and only finds solace at the local mission, where Father Tom convinces her to join a religious youth group called the God Squad. Father Tom invites Rayona to a religious event, leading to a stop for a swim at Bearpaw Lake, during which Father Tom behaves inappropriately towards Rayona. They decide to return to the reservation, but Rayona dreams of going back to Seattle. Though Father Tom arranges a train ticket for her, Rayona purposefully misses the train and spends the night by the tracks. The next day, she meets Sky, a gas station worker, and through him, she secures a janitorial job at Bearpaw Lake State Park. Rayona fabricates a false family background, claiming her parents are away, until Evelyn, Sky’s wife, discovers the truth and plans to return her to the reservation. However, Rayona is convinced they can find her mother at a local rodeo. At the rodeo, Rayona ends up participating after substituting for a drunk rider named Foxy Cree. Her exceptional performance earns her recognition and a prize for her tenacity. Dayton, the owner of the horse she rode, and Christine’s on-and-off partner, takes Rayona home. Confrontations between Rayona and Christine occur, culminating in Christine revealing her own struggles post a failed apocalyptic scenario. The narrative then shifts to Christine’s perspective, revealing her youth marked by her close bond with her brother, Lee, and her fascination with Dayton, who is more interested in Lee. Following high school, Christine works for the tribal council and engages in multiple relationships. When Lee decides to avoid military service during the Vietnam War, Christine persuades him to enlist to protect his image and ambitions.
After Lee goes missing in action, Christine moves to Seattle, where she learns about his fate. She then starts a relationship with army corporal Elgin, becomes pregnant, and marries him. The marriage faces challenges, and just before giving birth to Rayona, she receives news of Lee’s death. Christine leaves Elgin when Rayona is only nine months old. Christine faces blame for Lee’s death as she had encouraged him to join the military. She tries to raise Rayona in Seattle while dealing with health issues. After being given six months to live, Christine attempts to stage another accident for insurance money but ends up stranded due to running out of gas, prompting her return to the reservation. Christine leaves Rayona with Ida and goes to Dayton’s residence. Their relationship remains strained but improves slightly during a road trip. The narrative then transitions to Ida’s past, detailing her life story. Ida’s aunt Clara conceives a child with Ida’s father, Lecon. To avoid scandal, they pass off the child as Ida’s, and Christine is born in a Colorado motherhouse. Ida takes Christine back to Montana instead of allowing Clara to put her up for adoption, legally becoming her mother. Ida’s familial relations deteriorate, with her mother passing away, her father leaving, and her sister marrying. She becomes involved with Willard Pretty Dog, a war veteran she admired during high school, and has a son named Lee. Christine, now devoutly religious and fearful of an impending apocalypse, is humored by Ida, but Lee mocks their beliefs. The story ends with Ida and Father Hurlburt sitting on her roof in darkness while she braids her hair.
Chapter 1
“A Yellow Raft in Blue Water” commences with Rayona recounting her time at a Seattle IHS hospital, playing cards with her Native American mother, Christine. Their interaction is interrupted by the arrival of Elgin, Rayona’s father, causing discomfort for Rayona. Elgin and Christine engage in a heated exchange regarding Christine’s health and his responsibilities upon her discharge. While Rayona agrees with Elgin’s assessment of Christine’s health, tensions rise, ultimately leading to Christine dismissing Elgin with a racially charged insult. Alone once more, Rayona reflects on Christine’s frequent hospital visits, often followed by excessive partying despite warnings from her friend Charlene. Rayona then ponders the circumstances of her parents’ separation, yearning for her father’s attention. In the parking lot, Rayona discovers Christine, disguised as a nurse, attempting to break into the car. Christine reveals a plan to stage a car accident for insurance money, echoing previous threats of self-harm at Elgin’s chosen spot. Despite her doubts, Rayona accompanies her mother in the car. Their journey is obstructed by an empty fuel tank, leading to a confrontation and a walk to a nearby gas station, after which Christine’s demeanor lightens.
Chapter 2
Rayona and Christine hastily refuel their car, intending to visit Aunt Ida. Christine’s sole tie to Seattle is a lifetime membership at Village Video, currently held by Rayona due to a deal that caused a scene with an envious woman at the store. The recollection of Christine saying “Till death” during the sign-up depresses Rayona, particularly as Christine lands in the hospital thereafter. Later that night, they prepare for the trip, packing essentials in trash bags. Eager to rent movies for the journey, they await the video store’s opening. During the drive, Christine informs Rayona about Aunt Ida, whom she regards as her biological mother. Christine acknowledges Rayona’s lack of ties in Seattle, attributing it to their transient lifestyle preventing lasting connections. After a long drive, they reach Montana only for their car to break down just shy of Aunt Ida’s residence. Aunt Ida, unimpressed by Christine’s arrival, demands a justification for welcoming them. Christine’s actions and choices are questioned by Aunt Ida as tensions rise.
A rude reply provokes her to storm away, deserting Rayona. A vehicle picks up Christine and Rayona is left alone. After a while, Aunt Ida arrives to collect Rayona and they make their way back to the house together.
Chapter 3
Rayona and Aunt Ida find it difficult to live together. Rayona takes over her mother’s former room, untouched since her mother left, and frequently wears her mother’s out-of-date clothing. She comes across an old diary belonging to her mother, filled with dreams of different surnames, and a box of aged photographs. She examines these in search of resemblances between herself and her mother but realizes her mother is much more virtuous. Aunt Ida spends her days engrossed in TV shows, barely masking her dislike for the characters. She communicates with Rayona only in her native language, which Rayona calls “Indian.” An elderly man, Father Hurlburt, visits Aunt Ida, revealing to Rayona that her mother is residing with her former boyfriend, Dayton. Hurlburt, a priest at a nearby mission, recognizes Rayona from her infancy and proposes she join the local youth group at the mission, the “God Squad.” Shortly after, Father Tom Novak, a newly positioned priest at the mission, picks up Rayona for her inaugural God Squad gathering. Two Native American elders mock Tom in their language, ceasing only when they realize Rayona can understand them. The only other participants, Annabelle Stiffarm and Rayona’s cousin Foxy, are distant and dismissive toward Rayona, and quickly depart. Rayona starts school the following week, feeling out of place in her oversized hand-me-downs. She is ridiculed for her mixed-race background. Tom takes Rayona under his wing, teaching her some Indian phrases, unknowingly using vulgar ones, as a prank played on him by a member of the tribal council. Rayona values his kindness. She becomes the sole consistent attendee of the God Squad, which, despite its stated themes, consistently revolves around “The Wonders of the Human Body,” Tom’s indirect reference to sex. While driving Rayona home from a meeting, Tom asks if she has had any sensual dreams, leaving her perplexed as he drives away.
Chapter 4
Rayona makes a decision to depart from the Indian reservation and skips school to prepare. However, Father Tom arrives at her home and discovers her plan. Initially, he indulges her but Rayona senses he is planning to deter her. To avoid a confrontation, she opts to attend school. Father Tom invites her to a Teens for Christ Jamboree, viewing it as a chance to depart from the reservation. As they leave, Father Tom takes Rayona to Aunt Ida’s abode to pack. She realizes Christine has visited as some items are missing. Feeling increasingly abandoned by her mother, Rayona gathers her belongings and takes tapes from Village Video. During their journey, Father Tom inquires about Rayona’s family. She lies that her mother is deceased and her father is a pilot. Father Tom reveals he grew up without a father. Rayona reminds him that she actually has a father, and questions his decision to join the priesthood. He responds that he felt summoned to be “God’s helper.” They travel late into the night, and Rayona falls asleep. Rayona awakens at a gas station she recognizes from a prior trip with her mother. Father Tom informs her they are early for the jamboree and can relax. They camp at Bearpaw Lake State Park and attempt to have a picnic, but the grill won’t ignite. They opt to swim instead. Rayona jumps into the lake and reaches a yellow raft. Father Tom follows but cramps up mid-swim. Rayona rescues him and pulls him onto a dock. They embrace in an uncomfortable moment, and Father Tom labels it as “an occasion of sin.” Father Tom insists they return to the reservation, expressing worry about possible misunderstandings regarding their relationship. Rayona declares she’s heading to Seattle, which Father Tom supports. He gives her money, arranges a train for her, and promises to inform Aunt Ida of her whereabouts. That night, he drives her to the train station, gifts her a bead necklace, and states they will reconnect. After he departs, Rayona opts not to board the train and discards the necklace. She spends the night waiting, feeling oddly content.
Chapter 5
Upon waking up, Rayona heads to Bearpaw Lake State Park. She comes across a sign advising lost hikers to remain stationary and decides to follow it. Soon, she meets a man named Sky, whom she recalls from a gas station. Sky welcomes her into the park office, offers coffee, and shares a joke. Rayona invents a story about her background, stating she’s from Seattle, her parents are on vacation, her father is a pilot, and she ran away from a priest to evade conversion. The only truth in her tale is about her Uncle Lee, who perished in the Vietnam War. Sky reaches out to his wife, Evelyn, a park cook, to find a job for Rayona. After feeding Rayona, Evelyn directs her to Mr. McCutcheon, the head of park maintenance. He assigns her the duty of collecting trash and provides her with a uniform, commenting on her slender figure. As there is no mirror in the women’s restroom, Rayona uses the men’s restroom to adjust her uniform and hairstyle. There, she encounters Andy, Dave, and John, fellow workers who envy her assignment in Zone Seven due to an attractive lifeguard there. Rayona is irked by their treatment, feeling more like one of the guys than a lady, but acknowledges that her mother’s beauty didn’t serve her well. Collecting trash in Zone Seven proves uneventful as there isn’t much litter around. As she gets ready to leave, Rayona discovers a crumpled half-letter addressed to an unknown camper from “Mother & Pops,” expressing love and longing. Envious, Rayona intends to discard the letter but cannot bring herself to do it. Instead, she holds onto it in her wallet. The letter stirs up homesickness in her for the rainy weather of Seattle.
Chapter 6
As night falls, Rayona, Sky, and Evelyn return to the couple’s trailer. Evelyn’s attire reminds Rayona of her mother, and she falls asleep on the couch, missing the macaroni dinner. While she sleeps, the couple checks Rayona’s pockets, suspecting she may be a runaway. However, upon finding a letter she retrieved during work, they concluded she must be truthful. The next morning, Rayona is energetically prepared for work, while Sky and Evelyn are fatigued. At work, Evelyn once more prepares breakfast for Rayona, strengthening their blossoming friendship. During her rounds at work, Rayona comes across the lake where she and Father Tom went swimming. She contemplates swimming but notices a girl on the yellow raft, who she recognizes as Ellen. Rayona feels envious of Ellen, perceiving her as everything she ought to be. Following a brief exchange with someone on shore, Ellen dives into the water. Rayona gradually acclimates to her job, sometimes finding lost items in the trash. Given a three-week period for claiming lost items, she begins to amass a new wardrobe. She also comes across useful items for Sky and Evelyn. One day, she holds onto a blanket desired by a college student, Dave, for Evelyn. Troubled by her fascination with Ellen, Rayona tries to learn more about her. Evelyn dislikes Ellen due to her vegetarianism, and Sky only knows superficial details about Ellen, like her red Toyota Celica and her father’s credit card. Andy’s remarks about Ellen are objectifying, and Dave sees her as superficial. Hence, Rayona gathers most of her information about Ellen from her interactions.On Independence Day, Ellen and her parents meet Evelyn and Rayona for a morning meal. Ellen surprises everyone with her knowledge about Rayona and introduces their family’s sponsored Native American child, Rocky. The conversation shifts to Ellen’s fondness for children and animals, and Ellen’s mother mentions their solitary pet, Rascal. Upon hearing this, Evelyn remembers the names from the letter Rayona had discovered. In a moment of panic, Rayona discards the letter, but eventually retrieves it, reminiscing about her own kin.
Chapter 7
Rayona gazes at the yellow raft when Evelyn approaches her. Rayona shares her tale with Evelyn, feeling a sense of relief afterward. Persuaded that Rayona should return home, Evelyn plans to drive her there along with Sky. After picking up Sky from the filling station and packing her belongings, Rayona decides the local Indian rodeo might be where she could reunite with her mother. Upon arrival at the rodeo, she notices Foxy, who remains as unpleasant as ever. Evelyn and Sky depart, leaving Rayona to engage with Foxy, who is too inebriated to partake in the rodeo. Persuading Rayona to ride for him, he lends her his attire to disguise her gender. In this scenario, she encounters Annabelle, evoking memories of her mother’s younger self and Ellen, although Annabelle overshadows her. Rayona exhibits determination at the rodeo, repeatedly mounting the horse named Babe despite falling off. This experience leaves her feeling transformed and distanced from her recent history. Her courage at the rodeo earns her admiration. Annabelle dubs Rayona as “crazy” but with a warm undertone. By day’s end, Rayona, disguised as Foxy, is bestowed a “hard-luck buckle” award. Upon receiving the accolade, Rayona discards her disguise and is met with cheers from Evelyn and the onlookers.
Chapter 8
After being honored with the award, Rayona encounters Foxy, Father Tom, and a robust cowboy named Dayton, who turns out to be Christine’s intermittent beau and the proprietor of the horse she rode. Rayona introduces her pals from Bearpaw Lake State Park, Sky, and Evelyn, to them. Father Tom is taken aback by the mention of the park. Annabelle, too, arrives, whom Rayona timidly presents as a friend. Evelyn and Father Tom lock eyes, the latter realizing she is privy to his interactions with Rayona, and he evades into the crowd. Dayton volunteers to drive Rayona home, and she departs with Sky and Evelyn to retrieve her belongings. She gifts Evelyn with a blanket from the park before bidding her farewell. Foxy’s animosity towards Rayona is interrupted by Annabelle. As they drive to Dayton’s ranch, Rayona learns about his friendship with her uncle, Lee. Upon arrival, Christine is stunned and infuriated, accusing Rayona of causing her distress and ailment. The heated exchange between mother and daughter concludes when Dayton intervenes. They settle down to watch the news, showcasing Rayona’s rodeo accomplishment, which astonishes Christine. After a religious program, everyone retires for the night. The subsequent day, Rayona awakens sore from the rodeo. Recalling Dayton’s remark about riding a fractured horse, she opts to ride Babe, the rodeo horse, who subsequently throws her off. Outside, Christine and Rayona engage in a conversation. Christine divulges her crisis of faith due to a purported letter from the Virgin Mary. She had braced herself for the anticipated doomsday by delving into the Bible, but when nothing materialized, she was left perplexed. Her inquiries at the mission school were brushed off as a “puzzle.”
Chapter 9
The second segment of “A Yellow Raft in Blue Water” now follows Christine, shifting the narrative focus from Rayona. Christine commences her story after the prophesied climax of the world. Remorseful for missing a gathering due to her apocalypse preparations, she resolves never to miss another one. Her brother, Lee, garners considerable attention for his looks and popularity, unlike Christine, who considers herself lacking in attractiveness. Doubts regarding whether they share the same father persist, and they are instructed not to refer to their Aunt Ida as “mom” due to her unmarried status. Renowned for her resilience in grade school, Christine is often dared by boys to undertake perilous tasks. One such challenge leads her across a lofty natural stone bridge, where fear overtakes her until Lee rescues her, prompting Christine to redefine the risks she should undertake. As she transitions into high school and gains prominence, a boy of mixed heritage named Dayton Nickles relocates to their reservation and becomes inseparable from Lee. Misinterpreting Dayton’s demeanor as a romantic interest, Christine attempts to seduce him during an event. Dayton rebuffs her, declaring his regard for her as akin to a sibling, eliciting anger from Christine and straining their relationship. Lee, hailed as the prospective Indian JFK excels in rodeo, but their Aunt Ida thwarts his aspirations of pursuing it professionally. Upon graduation, Christine collaborates with the tribal council and dates frequently. Embarking on a two-week sojourn with Diamond, a father of two, incites ire in Ida after Diamond’s mother accuses Christine of impeding her access to her grandkids. This prompts Christine to relocate and cohabit with Pauline, Ida’s sibling. Near the culmination of high school, Lee and Dayton affiliate with the militant “Red Power” movement. Voicing her disapproval, Christine articulates her concerns to both Lee and Aunt Ida. Ida reassures her that Lee is unharmed, leaving Christine feeling disregarded and forsaken.
Chapter 10
The Vietnam War rages on, prompting Christine to inquire of Dayton about his draft classification. Classified as “4‑A,” denoting exemption from the draft due to being a widow’s sole son, Dayton relays his status to Christine. Christine also probes Lee about his post-military future, to which he discloses no intention of enlisting, further asserting willingness to evade the draft if required. Christine deems Lee’s decision as cowardice, sparking a vehement dispute culminating in her slapping him. Speculation surrounding Lee’s enlistment leads to discord between Christine and Aunt Ida, who advocates for Lee. One day, Christine notices a notice for tribal elections, realizing that dodging the draft could jeopardize Lee’s candidacy. Sharing this insight with Dayton, he, having penned Lee’s political career in his plans, resolves to persuade Lee to enlist. Lee and Dayton abscond for several weeks, returning on the eve of the Labor Day festival with Lee having enlisted and sporting a fresh haircut. He socializes with a novel circle of acquaintances while Dayton maintains his 4‑A status but joins Lee in shearing his locks. Feeling stifled by the reservation, Christine opts for a work initiative in Seattle, bidding a formal adieu to Ida and an emotional one to Lee, who heads to boot camp shortly after. In Seattle, Christine befriends many but finds her job monotonous. Despite shifting jobs and residences frequently, she grapples with finding contentment. She hears from Lee twice, via a postcard from Hawaii and a missive from Vietnam. Subsequently, Dayton apprises her of Lee’s MIA (missing in action) status, leaving her agitated and apprehensive about forthcoming communiqués. One evening, anxious about Lee, Christine seeks solace in a bar, gradually realizing she’s the sole non-black patron. Corporal Elgin A. Taylor, in uniform, approaches her, treats her to a drink, and proffers solace concerning Lee. They spend the night together in Elgin’s lodging, marking a novel experience for Christine, who implores Elgin to stay by her side forever.
Chapter 11
Following her meeting with Elgin, Christine undergoes a transformation. She eagerly awaits his discharge from the military. When he returns, despite being late, she is thrilled to be reunited. The pair spends numerous close weeks in Tacoma, residing on Elgin’s savings. Wanting to have a child, Christine discontinues her birth control. After intimacy in Point Defiance Park, she is convinced she is expecting. Sharing the news with Elgin leads to a proposal. As Elgin’s finances dwindle, he secures a job with the post office. Christine gives up drinking and smoking and goes to bed early. She resumes her occupation, creating black boxes for airplanes. As her pregnancy becomes more evident, she contemplates their nuptials. They choose a courthouse wedding followed by a festive gathering at a club, where they are warmly welcomed as newlyweds. Even though Elgin becomes distant during their walk home, he carries her the last two blocks to their hotel, dispelling her worries. She writes to Aunt Ida about her marriage but receives no reply. Elgin starts coming home late, prompting Christine to accuse him of being unfaithful. His sudden disappearances remind Christine of a situation where one of her previous partners had left her for someone else. When Elgin is away for three days, she refrains from questioning him upon his return. A week past her due date, Christine receives a letter from Dayton informing her of Lee’s passing. As she processes this information, she goes into labor and hurries to the hospital. Elgin is absent during her labor. Despite her pain, Christine gives birth. While she initially planned to name the baby Raymond, it turns out to be a girl. Elgin selects the name Diane, after his mother. However, Christine prefers “Rayona” and uses Diane as her middle name. Insisting on keeping Rayona close by, she receives a private room from the nurses. Initially, Elgin and Christine bonded after Rayona’s birth. However, Elgin begins staying out late once more. When Rayona reaches nine months, Christine returns to work and finds her own place. Elgin sporadically reaches out, expressing a desire to reconnect. Sometimes she entertains his efforts, and sometimes she does not.
Chapter 12
Lee’s body is ultimately brought back to the reservation for his funeral, which Christine and her daughter Rayona attend. They journey in Christine’s new Volaré car through a late-night snowstorm, during which Christine envisions seeing Lee on a golden staircase beside the road, causing her to swerve off the road. After tending to Rayona, they continue their voyage. Upon reaching the reservation, they discover Lee’s body at Aunt Ida’s residence. Christine is struck by the resemblance between Ida and Rayona. Lee’s wake is heavily attended, but Dayton is absent. Although Christine feels prepared to forgive Dayton for his decision not to engage in the war, she acknowledges that some individuals blame her for Lee’s death. For the first time, Ida displays affection towards Rayona when Christine inquires where the baby can sleep. The funeral takes place the next day. Father Hurlburt leads the procession to the church. Christine lingers at the back, as she has not visited church since the anticipated doomsday failed to materialize. She notices Dayton among the attendees and showcases her wedding ring. With the ground frozen, the guests throw potting soil on Lee’s casket. Ida brushes off the earth and adorns it with cedar in a six-point design, placing Lee’s championship buckle there. Overcome with grief, Christine struggles to participate until Dayton encourages her to join in. She manages to cast earth onto the coffin. Following the funeral, Pauline hosts a gathering. However, Christine and Dayton choose to dine in town instead, sharing a peaceful meal. Christine discusses her life in Seattle. Subsequently, a ceremony honoring Lee is held at the mission gym, where veterans, including Ida, Christine, Dayton, and Rayona, commemorate Lee through a dance.
Chapter 13
Christine and Rayona’s trip back to Seattle from the reservation is leisurely. Upon arrival, Christine yearns for a night out. However, with no babysitter available, she takes Rayona to her usual bar, the Silver Bullet. There, she encounters Elgin with another woman. Following a conversation, they leave together, and he stays with them for two weeks. Despite Elgin’s inconsistent presence in Christine’s life, she always welcomes him back. She engages in other relationships and maintains a variety of jobs and friends, but Rayona remains her sole constant. From a young age, Rayona demonstrates remarkable self-sufficiency. A call from Aunt Ida notifies Christine of her impending visit due to Clara’s illness. Rayona, who has no recollection of Ida, acts timidly around her. Ida playfully teases Christine about her single status but shows kindness to Rayona, even gifting her a doll. During a visit to the ailing Clara, Rayona and Christine encounter numerous elderly Native Americans. Sadly, Clara passes away before they can make another visit. Christine persuades Ida, who had intended to return to the reservation, to stay for dinner. Ida takes the lead in preparing the meal, and when Rayona refers to her as “Grandma,” she promptly corrects her to “Aunt Ida,” irritating Rayona who then exits the kitchen. Elgin reappears the following day, pledging his support to Christine. She strives to outdo Ida as a parent to Rayona, a goal she feels she largely achieves. She becomes frustrated when Elgin disappoints Rayona with his absences. Christine harbors a deep love for Rayona and is resolute in ensuring she does not experience neglect like she did because of Lee. However, her emotions never reach the intensity she felt with Elgin or anyone else during their time at Point Defiance.
Chapter 14
Christine is informed by a physician at Indian Health Services that her liver and pancreas are deteriorating, giving her approximately six months left to live. Instead of reacting, she requests a deck of cards. Despite the doctor advising her to prepare Rayona for her impending death, Christine insists on the deck of cards. Her actions attract the attention of two Native American women sharing the ward. Anxious about discussing her imminent passing with Rayona, Christine awaits the arrival of her daughter. Upon Rayona’s arrival, Christine braids her hair and teaches her a card game. Although Christine desires Elgin to stay when he arrives to drop off the Volaré, he promptly departs, leaving her disheartened. To escape her desolation, Christine dons a nurse’s uniform and sneaks out of the hospital, where she encounters Rayona while attempting to break into the Volaré. Christine tries to persuade Rayona that she intends to crash the car for insurance money, but Rayona sees through her ruse. Rayona joins her in the car, and they drive to Point Defiance in Tacoma. An argument ensues upon arrival, culminating in the realization that the car is out of gas. Christine acknowledges that whatever actions she takes from this point on must involve Rayona, and they head to the gas station. Christine plans to leave Rayona with Aunt Ida upon her passing. They pack up, and Christine asks her neighbor, a pharmacy employee, to mail her pain relief medication. Wanting to leave Rayona a meaningful memento, Christine lends her a film from Village Video for her to cherish. They then head towards Aunt Ida’s home. Their vehicle breaks down a mile away from Aunt Ida’s house, prompting them to walk the final leg of the journey. Once there, Christine is requested by Ida to present three grounds for her acceptance. Christine discloses that she is Ida’s sole surviving offspring and requires accommodation. However, she declines to confess her prior errors to Ida in Rayona’s presence, instead opting to belittle her mother before departing.
Chapter 15
Christine hitches a ride with her relative, Foxy Cree, who extends an invitation to visit her mother Pauline’s residence. Nevertheless, Christine chooses to visit her kin, Dayton, whose mother has deceased, yet he persists in dwelling on her estate. Despite Foxy’s peculiar reaction to Dayton’s name, he obliges, setting the atmosphere of the expedition with Santana melodies from his car sound system. Upon reaching Dayton’s abode, Christine gains entry using a spare key. To her surprise, she stumbles upon a picture of herself amid the exhibited photographs. Feigning slumber upon Dayton’s arrival, she scrutinizes his restless demeanor and endeavors to converse about her health concerns. Dayton consents to her sheltering, and she withdraws to the guest chamber for a refreshing slumber. Awakening to an unoccupied household and a missive from Dayton, Christine embarks on a quest to locate documents that Dayton had hastily concealed. Her exploration leads her to a laundry area where she unearths alarming newspaper articles about Dayton being accused of misconduct, resulting in a five-year penal term. Subsequently, he was granted freedom for exemplary conduct and ventured into an accounting vocation with the tribe. Following her discovery of Dayton’s history, Christine spends the remainder of the day exploring his abode. With her medicinal reserves waning, she contacts her acquaintance based in Seattle, Charlene, who apprises her that the refill had been dispatched to Aunt Ida’s. Christine organizes for Dayton to chauffeur her to Ida’s during Rayna’s school hours. Upon arrival, a dispute erupts with Ida, culminating in her disclosing her lack of desire for Christine. Christine departs, advising Ida to look after Rayona, leaving Ida incensed and solitary.
Chapter 16
Dayton and Christine find comfort in each other’s company, evading discussions about Christine’s well-being, Elgin, and Rayona. Father Hurlburt and Aunt Ida pay a visit one day, apprising Christine about Rayona’s disappearance. Post their visit, Christine becomes fixated on thoughts of Rayona. In July, Foxy arrives to escort Dayton and his equine companion Babe to a rodeo. Christine spends a serene evening in solitude and eagerly anticipates hearing about the rodeo upon Dayton’s return. Under the influence of medication, she confuses Rayona with her sibling Lee. Following a brief altercation, they collectively observe the rodeo’s news coverage. Dayton departs after consoling Christine at night, and she discerns a newfound command over her agony. She encounters Rayona asleep in Babe’s enclosure the subsequent morning and tenderly enfolds her. Christine, Dayton, and Rayona form an inseparable trio, relishing film screenings and inviting Ida for supper. Dayton restores the Volaré, and Christine imparts driving lessons to Rayona. Upon glimpsing an advertisement in the newspaper, Dayton resolves to offer Babe for stud services. Father Tom makes a visit to Christine while Dayton and Rayona are absent, departing hastily after furnishing her with pain alleviators. Upon their return, Rayona initiates learning to operate a manual transmission. Christine insists on retrieving Babe personally and partakes in a heartwarming moment with Rayona at a diner. Upon arriving at the equine ranch, they ascertain that Babe has cultivated an affinity for another horse.
Chapter 17
Ida delineates her existence as one suffused with animosity, yearning that she had grasped the art of uttering “No.” She insinuates that her account significantly impacts her family’s chronicle. Commencing her narrative, her mother is ailing, and her aunt Clara has arrived to provide assistance. Ida is captivated by Clara but is unsettled by her contentment at her mother’s infirmity, which summoned Clara. Ida’s father, Lecon, harbors apprehensions about the community’s reproach due to his incapacity to care for his ailing spouse, contrary to Clara’s presence. They fabricate a tale that Clara is destitute to engender societal endorsement. Ida forges a connection with Clara, exchanging confidences and receiving scholastic aid, while her sibling Pauline remains aloof, engrossed with the nuns at the mission. A predicament arises when Clara unveils her pregnancy by Lecon, resulting in a vehement dispute among the adults. Suggesting that the infant could be ascribed to Ida to deflect suspicion, Clara secures Ida’s compliance even before an inquiry is made. They enlist the aid of Father Hurlburt, renowned for his discretion, who orchestrates for Clara and Ida to reside in a motherhouse in Colorado during Clara’s gestation. Clara reassures Ida that their time in Colorado will be enriching.
Chapter 18
The nuns at the Denver motherhouse, moved by Clara’s ordeal narrative, commence regarding her as either a saint or a martyr. Ida, masquerading as Clara’s sibling, undertakes manual labor in exchange for sustenance. The nuns aspire for Clara to assume the habit of a nun and relinquish her child for adoption. Ida yearns for a return to normalcy and repose. Pauline’s correspondence apprises Ida of familial discord and her discontentment at home. Clara begets a daughter, Christine, christened by the nuns. Ida, pretending to be deficient in English comprehension, is informed that she is now “Aunt Ida.” Insisting on conversing with Clara, she vehemently opposes the adoption proposal. Threatewedding Dale Cree. Ida’s abode undergoes enhancements after she rents out her property. Willard Pretty Dog, a once attractive and conceited young man from the reservation, comes back from the war with severe disfigurement caused by a landmine. Ashamed of his appearance, he covers his car windows with paint to avoid being seen. Father Hurlburt proposes that Ida pay Willard a visit, thinking he might feel at ease in her company. Plans are made for Father Hurlburt to escort Willard to Ida’s residence. In anticipation of their arrival, Ida splurges on groceries and prepares her home. Upon their arrival, Ida persuades Willard to enter her home without directly gazing at him. Once inside, he starts to feel more relaxed, and they spend the night together. Willard moves in with Ida, causing Pauline to fret about rumors. Ida refutes any romantic involvement between them, but it is apparent. During a visit, Father Hurlburt refrains from criticizing Ida, and even Willard’s mother appears to grasp their bond, treating Ida more like a caregiver than a girlfriend. Willard goes back to the hospital for further surgeries. During his absence, Ida learns of Lecon’s passing and realizes she is expecting a child. She intends to use the pregnancy news to uplift or console Willard post-surgery. To everyone’s surprise, the surgeries restore Willard’s handsome appearance. His mother assumes he no longer requires Ida’s assistance, but Willard insists on returning to her. However, Ida is wounded by Willard’s depiction of her and chooses to end their relationship. When speculations arise about the father of Ida’s unborn child, she neither confirms nor denies them, except when accused of Father Hurlburt being the father. Striving to set a good example for Christine, Ida abandons pretending to be naive or feeble. Christine delights in the idea of the baby and inquires about the name. Despite Pauline’s suggestion to honor their ancestors, Ida names the baby boy Lecon, later shortened to Lee, who turns out to be an exceptionally beautiful child.
Chapter 20
In contrast to Christine, Lee is precise and requires additional care. Christine willingly embraces the role of his “little mother.” With Father Hurlburt assuming the leadership of the mission, he no longer has time for his regular meetings with Ida. Ida dedicates this time to her children, who are eager to learn about their heritage, but Ida evades their queries. Meanwhile, Willard Pretty Dog marries his nurse. Occasionally, Christine teases Ida by calling her “mother,” and Ida only responds when addressed as “Aunt Ida.” Ida converses with her children in their native language, while they speak in English. She cherishes them both equally, even though they require different types of care. Christine becomes deeply engrossed in her Catholic faith, aligning with the martyred saints. This concerns Ida, but Pauline believes it’s Christine’s way to compensate for the circumstances of her birth. Christine’s profound faith contrasts sharply with her adventurous side, particularly evident around Lee. Ida discourages Lee from emulating Christine’s behavior. One day, a transformed Christine returns home, with Lee claiming to have rescued her. Following this incident, Lee gains confidence while Christine becomes more cautious. Christine frequently expresses her fear of facing damnation. Seeking guidance, Ida consults Father Hurlburt, who attributes Christine’s anxiety to a purported letter from the Virgin Mary predicting a bleak future. He asserts that the children are taking the prophecy too seriously. When Ida discusses the letter with Christine, her conviction remains steadfast. In an attempt to placate her, Ida lists her transgressions and commits to staying home on New Year’s Eve. Lee doubts Christine’s faith, and Ida refrains from justifying it. Surprisingly, Christine makes an effort to enhance Ida’s appearance, leading to a moment of astonishment for Ida. However, Lee’s contemptuous laughter dampens the mood, and Christine admits that nothing significant will occur. During dinner, Lee endeavors to uplift Christine’s spirits and plan to stay awake until midnight to prove her wrong. Christine isolates herself in her room with the radio playing. That night, Father Hurlburt visits Ida, and they step out onto the roof. When queried about Christine’s behavior, Ida confirmed she had a challenging night. In the darkness, Ida begins braiding her hair.