The story revolves around a juvenile girl, Melinda Sordino, who grapples with the distressing consequences of a sexual violation she experienced at a summertime gathering. Upon commencing high school, she encounters exclusion from her previous companions and becomes the subject of harassment. A fresh friendship forms with Heather, a new arrival yearning for popularity, yet her former close pal, Rachel, remains oblivious to the ordeals Melinda underwent at the event. Throughout the academic year, Melinda traverses her courses, particularly concentrating on an art assignment about a tree, while also managing sentiments for her laboratory associate, David Petrakis. Despite her challenges, she maintains silence regarding her assault, with the offender, merely identified as “IT,” plaguing her mind. Melinda’s coping mechanisms involve missing classes, utilizing pilfered belated permits, and secluding herself in an empty custodian’s closet she converts into a refuge. During a homecoming celebration, she once more becomes a target for informing the authorities on the night of the gathering. She communicates with her guardians through written messages on the fridge and hides her looking glass in her wardrobe, refusing to confront her reflection.
Amid her academic decline, her parents reprimand her for her inadequate grades, but she remains mum about the real root of her tribulations. In the end segment, Melinda discovers solace in art under the tutelage of Mr. Freeman, and her creations demonstrate potential. However, she grapples with solitude and trepidation, chiefly upon discovering Rachel is currently romantically involved with her assaulter. Feeling obligated to safeguard Rachel, she alerts her about “IT” in an anonymous note. When she eventually admits to being violated, Rachel rebuffs her, accusing her of envy. An uplifting moment arrives as she stumbles upon other females adding derogatory epithets beneath her assaulter’s name in a restroom stall list of “guys to evade.” Her odyssey culminates when “IT” assaults her once more in her sanctuary cupboard. In this instance, she resists, shouting “No!” and menacing him with fragmented mirror glass, ultimately reclaiming her voice. The academic year concludes with Melinda emerging stronger and rather akin to a heroine, completing her artwork and attaining an A+.
First Marking Period Part 1
During her maiden day at Merryweather High, Melinda apprehensively anticipates the bus, dreading encounters with her former comrades. Upon arrival at school, she finds herself solitary as her peers assemble into circles. She notes the school’s emblem being redecorated as the Blue Devils, advocating an “abstinence message.” The ninth-grade pupils convene in the auditorium. Melinda, now an “Outcast,” no longer integrates with her former clique, the “Plain Janes,” which has sundered into various factions. She yearns to confide in Rachel, her former bosom friend, regarding the events of the summer. Nevertheless, Rachel icily articulates, “I detest you,” leaving Melinda gnawing at her lip until it bleeds. Melinda encounters Heather, a recent pupil, as the assembly commences. After the assembly, Melinda struggles to locate her biology class, resulting in her first demerit.
Melinda playfully labels her English instructor “Hairwoman” and grapples with comprehending the journal concept in class. Concurrently, her social studies mentor, Mr. Neck, who had earlier observed Melinda’s desolate state, allocates her a front-row seat and admonishes her to behave. Melinda subsequently retrieves her luncheon but spills the contents following an encounter with a senior dubbed “Basketball Pole,” leading to the cafeteria assembly laughing. Hastening away, she collides with Mr. Neck once more, who issues her a supplementary demerit, prognosticating her future unruliness. In art class, Melinda yearns to reconnect with her former confidant Ivy as Mr. Freeman challenges the class to unearth their essence. He tasks them with transforming the object inscribed on a paper they select into artwork—Melinda draws a “tree.” Initiating an alternate choice, Mr. Freeman obstructs her, affirming, “You have elected your destiny, you cannot alter that.” During Spanish class, the educator declares she will eschew English throughout the year. The pupils scramble to comprehend her, resorting to Spanish-English lexicons for aid.
First Marking Period Part 2
Melinda has successfully navigated two weeks of school without a meltdown, despite her previous acquaintances ostracizing her and her frequent deliberate jostling in the hallways. Her family communicates sparingly, opting to leave memos for each other on the icebox. Her mother is preoccupied with dilemmas at her garments store employment. Melinda covertly indulges in pizza for supper but ensures to obliterate any indications before her paternal arrival. She evades her father and retreats to her enduringly pink boudoir, a space she’s occupied since the fifth grade. Instead of tackling her assignments, she seeks refuge beneath her sheets and eventually conceals her mirror, stashing it within her wardrobe. At school, Melinda frequently seeks refuge in the restroom, where she witnesses a tense confrontation between the principal and a transgressing student. In her gym session, she encounters Heather and Nicole; the latter garners favor with the gym instructors due to her adept soccer prowess and amiable demeanor, making it arduous for Melinda to resent her. Rachel, Melinda’s antecedent bosom buddy transformed into Rachelle, graces the lavatory as well, hobnobbing with foreign scholars.
Melinda yearns to confront Rachel regarding her maltreatment, yet instead, they exchange superficial dialogue. Following the meeting, Melinda comprehends the necessity for a companion, even if superficial. Heather endeavors to persuade Melinda to join a society, though Melinda deems it futile. She’s commencing to discern Heather as vexing, likening her to an overeager canine. When probed about her aims, Melinda solely craves to return home and seize a slumber. Following a lapse during her study hall due to supplementary tasks, Melinda arrived tardy the subsequent day with the study hall locale altered. She inadvertently stumbles upon an idle custodian’s cubicle while aiming to dodge a tutor seeking her belated coursework. Electing to transmute it into her exclusive retreat, she snatches a block of belated permission slips for future employment. Amid the Homecoming Rally, Melinda is coerced to occupy the ninth-grade sector with Heather. She’s identified and tormented for contacting the authorities regarding a festivity, resulting in certain scholars’ apprehension. She remains mum, incapable of imparting her rendition of events. She observes the cheerleaders, deducing they exist dichotomous lives: engaging with footballers on weekends while exhibiting a facade of “chaste goddesses” during weekdays. The rally concludes with Melinda being “inadvertently” jolted down numerous bleacher rows.
First Marking Period Part 3
Melinda grapples with crafting a compelling depiction of lightning-struck trees in her art class. She perceives her sketches as lacking emotion and fears her instructor, Mr. Freeman, will concur. Melinda spends Columbus Day at Heather’s domicile, where Heather vented her grievances on Melinda following an inadvertent nail polish spill. Despite this episode, Heather reassures Melinda about locating their niche within an amicable friend circle. Melinda’s waning scholastic performance prompts a profound dialogue with her parental figures. Overwhelmed, Melinda retreats to her chamber, finding comfort in melodies to muffle her parents’ disputes. Melinda encounters difficulty engaging with her biology lessons and empathizes with her instructor, Ms. Keen, who grapples with their lack of interest. She briefly admires her laboratory associate, David Petrakis, yet he remains indifferent to her. Correspondingly, during algebra class, Melinda finds herself incapable of resolving an issue, leading to an embarrassing moment before her classmates. Melinda spends Halloween secluded in her chamber, reminiscing about past festivities with companions, indulging in reading, and absorbing the sounds of her parents’ disagreements. A discussion ensues in the educational institution regarding the possible shift of the emblem from Devils to Tigers. Melinda faces ridicule in her Spanish class due to the significance of her moniker. She fantasizes about extraterrestrial creatures potentially transferring her to an alternative realm to scrutinize her responses. Heather joins a benevolent faction dubbed the “Marthas.” Melinda aids Heather with duty but is labeled as “unsettling” by the group. Distressed, she withdraws to the lavatory. Melinda is haunted by the constant existence of “IT,” a living dread she cannot evade. Melinda’s academic report card mirrors her challenges, predominantly consisting of C’s and B’s, one D, and a solitary A in Art.
Second Marking Period Part 1
The institution struggles to agree on a symbol. Possibilities such as The Bees, Icebergs, Hilltoppers, and Wombats are deliberated. Melinda’s guardians compel her to linger post-school hours for academic tasks, but she utilizes this time in her concealed enclosure within a closet. She frequently reflects on a distressing occurrence, recognizing the permanent imprint it left on her psyche. Melinda opts for diligence rather than feigning ignorance in her Spanish class to elude detention. Occupational assessments propose Melinda contemplate professions in firefighting, forestry, communications, or mortuary science. Heather’s outcomes suggest a leaning towards nursing. Mr. Neck instigates a classroom debate with xenophobic remarks regarding immigration.
David Petrakis defends constitutional rights, denounces the lecture as prejudiced and intolerant, and exits the room upon reprimand, leaving a substantial impact on Melinda. Despite typically savoring pizza on Thanksgiving, Melinda’s mother endeavors and fails to roast a turkey. They revert to pizza once more after her father’s soup effort results in failure. Melinda transports turkey remnants to the art session, crafting an expressive creation with a Barbie figure. Mr. Freeman and Ivy appraise her masterpiece. A lesson on fruits in biology incites Melinda’s recollections of apple orchards during her youth. She is captivated to witness an apple sapling sprouting from a seed. David Petrakis remains steadfast against Mr. Neck by introducing a tape recorder and subsequently a video camera to the classroom, garnering Melinda’s admiration.
During the Winter Assembly, Heather presents Melinda with bell earrings. In response, Melinda opts to present Heather with a token of friendship in the form of a necklace. Melinda embellishes a solo Christmas tree while reminiscing about her belief in Santa Claus. Her parents bestow her with art supplies, prompting contemplation of divulging her hidden trauma, yet the distressing memories stifle her. This segment accentuates the paradox of democracy within school dynamics and personal articulation. Melinda’s dismissive stance towards the emblem selection process contrasts with the consequential dialogue on freedom of speech instigated by Mr. Neck. David Petrakis stands in opposition to Mr. Neck, embodying the valor requisite to challenge inequity. His silent demonstration with a tape recorder epitomizes reclaiming one’s voice, reflecting Melinda’s internal strife. Melinda’s inclination to unveil her trauma is perceptible throughout these chapters. Her artistic piece featuring a muted Barbie corresponds with her inclination to speak out but her incapacity to do so. The discovery of a sprouting seed in a dissected apple symbolizes her desire to develop resilience conducive to vocalizing her emotions. Her parents’ Christmas present of art supplies indicates comprehension and thoughtfulness, inciting Melinda to contemplate disclosing her secretive ordeal. Nonetheless, the anguish from her history represses her impulse to divulge.
Second Marking Period Part 2
Throughout the remaining duration of the winter break, Melinda is compelled to labor for her parents at their respective establishments, provoking her exasperation. She eagerly anticipates the recommencement of the academic term. During a physical education session, Melinda showcases remarkable aptitude in basketball, garnering accolades from her peers and coach. She opts against joining the team due to her subpar scholastic performance. The mentors devise a scheme for her to tutor a fellow peer, Brendan, who had previously taunted her, in exchange for an elevated mark in physical education. Instead, Melinda chooses to be absent. Melinda remains dissatisfied with her arboreal sculpture in the art class.
Concurrently, her art mentor, Mr. Freeman, fabricates a protest artistry against the educational board’s decision to curtail funding for arts education. Heather, a comrade of Melinda, solicits Melinda’s aid in fabricating posters for a food collection drive, striving to gain acceptance into the elite faction of the school, the Marthas. Melinda assents but discovers herself drifting off during Heather’s discourse. During biology lessons, Melinda faints amid a frog dissection session. She dreads that the physician tending to her might expose the secret she has harbored. Heather commences a new vocation as a fashion model and requests Melinda’s presence at a photoshoot. Melinda experiences discomfort as the photographer persistently prompts Heather to exemplify “seductiveness.” In algebra, Melinda grapples with maintaining focus as Mr. Stetman endeavors to demonstrate the pragmatic relevance of the subject. In the English class, the continuous influx of demanding essay tasks overwhelms her, prompting Melinda to deduce that “Words are strenuous labor.” Melinda spent a fortnight crafting Heather’s posters.
During their distribution, Melinda encounters her assailant, whom she dubs ‘IT,’ inducing a nauseating reaction within her. Melinda’s parents dispute her over her deficient grades during supper. She retreats to her quarters where she engages in self-inflicted harm, and her mother dismisses her distress the next morning. During lunch, an acquaintance critiques Heather’s posters, and Heather fails to advocate for Melinda. Upon sight of ‘IT,’ now linked with the name Andy Evans, she rushes to the lavatory to retch. Mr. Freeman undergoes reprimand for his teaching methodologies and reacts by demolishing his artwork. Melinda sustains an injury while commencing a fresh artistic undertaking. Melinda’s academic transcript showcases chiefly average and sub-par grades, except an ‘A’ in Art.
Third Marking Period Part 1
The educational institution’s administration alters the mascot from a Wombat to the Hornets. Melinda oversleeps, misses the transportation service, and treks to school amidst the wintry climate, halting to procure pastries. As she exits the bakery, she chances upon IT and experiences a panic, wishing she had absconded earlier. Incapable of managing school attendance, Melinda elects to skip the remainder of the day and heads to the shopping complex. She aimlessly ambulates, observes avian creatures, and yearns for the simpler days of her fifth-grade year, desiring to unburden her concealed truth. During the English class, the curriculum delves into The Scarlet Letter and its utilization of symbolism, which Melinda finds somewhat gratifying.
The instructor disciplines Rachelle for denouncing the symbolic inquiry with a 500-word essay, causing Melinda to contemplate voicing her viewpoint. In the art class, Melinda grapples with her arboreal project. Heather abruptly terminates her camaraderie with Melinda during lunch, asserting that they never genuinely shared mutual interests and that Melinda is the most desolate individual she has ever encountered. This stuns and wounds Melinda deeply. In her exasperation, Melinda opts to skip her Spanish class. On Valentine’s Day, Melinda discovers a message in her locker but hesitates to open it, fearing mockery. She daydreams about her lab partner, David, leaving the message. Upon finally unveiling it, she finds a gratitude note from Heather along with the friendship necklace she had gifted, shattering her heart. Melinda ends up at the Lady of Mercy Hospital after dozing off on the bus. She realizes that her issues aren’t as evident as the patients’ afflictions. Later, she’s confronted about her plummeting grades and recurrent absences. Her parents express exasperation and accuse her of seeking attention. Her guidance counselor hints at potential domestic problems, which the parents vehemently refute. Melinda finds herself in in-school suspension under Mr. Neck’s supervision. Everything appears routine until IT enters the room and takes a seat beside her, provoking anxiety and dread.
Third Marking Period Part 2
Melinda’s artistic block is acknowledged by Mr. Freeman, who introduces her to Picasso’s creations. Initially surprised by Picasso’s fixation on nudity, she becomes entranced by his brilliance and the impact of his cubism. Revitalized, she resumes drawing, earning Mr. Freeman’s approval. Melinda begins fulfilling her obligations by attending classes and finishing assignments. As a reward, she receives a solo shopping excursion, as her mother is preoccupied with accompanying her. While en route, she gets caught in a blizzard, but Mr. Freeman offers her a ride. They converse about art, and he encourages her to convey her emotions through her artwork. He reassures her that he is willing to listen if she needs to talk. When trying on jeans, Melinda scrutinizes her reflection in the dressing room mirror, pondering if it genuinely reflects her. She studies her chapped lips and ponders what it would be like to start anew. In biology class, they conclude their unit on plants. Melinda is captivated by the endurance process of seeds and admires their tenacity. Without friends to rely on, Melinda dines alone during lunch to avoid drawing attention to herself in the cafeteria. She attempts to brush off potential ridicule from fellow students. Hailing from Syracuse, eight inches of snow don’t shut down the school. In English class, they delve into symbols in Hawthorne’s literature. Melinda savors the tranquility of the snow after the storm. Melinda discovers some solace in her wardrobe, only to be enticed out by the cheers from a school basketball game. Amidst the celebration, Melinda experiences a rare sense of camaraderie. However, she turns down an invitation from David Petrakis, exposing her inner conflict between desiring a conventional teenager’s life and dreading the world. Melinda finally discloses the traumatic encounter she has been suppressing. During a summer gathering, she was assaulted by a senior student. In a state of shock, she anonymously contacts the authorities but departs the gathering before they intervene, retreating to her vacant home. Melinda’s report card is predominantly dismal, with mostly D’s and F’s, save for a single A in Art.
Fourth Marking Period Part 1
Numerous parents aren’t fans of the school’s hornet mascot due to a suggestive cheer. Nevertheless, the student council continues to endorse the mascot. Spring blossoms with college acceptance letters for the seniors. Melinda mostly attends her classes and observes Andy “Beast” engaging with Rachel/Rachelle at the International Club. During spring break, Melinda runs into Ivy at the mall. Ivy has been crafting clown faces for her art class and encourages Melinda to give drawing a shot, despite Melinda’s uncertainty about her artistic skills. The biology class commences studying genetics, excluding topics on sexual reproduction.
Melinda finds her mind wandering, envisioning her biological parents as royal figures, and sketches a willow tree. Melinda learns of Rachel/Rachelle’s relationship with Andy Beast, stirring concern due to her history with Andy. She witnesses an uneasy kiss between them. Perturbed by Rachel’s involvement with Andy, Melinda contemplates informing Rachel’s international friends about rumors concerning Andy’s previous aggressive behavior toward a younger student. Discontented with her tree design, Melinda discards it. Her art teacher, Mr. Freeman, offers insight into the beauty of imperfection, encouraging her to embody the tree in her work. David Petrakis secures the right to freely express himself in Mr. Neck’s class, resulting in stricter grading. Melinda submits a well-researched report on suffragettes, only to be instructed to present it orally. Fearing the oral presentation, Melinda draws inspiration from suffragettes to stage a silent protest, refusing to deliver speeches. Her actions led to a suspension and a D grade, yet she remains unapologetic. David and Melinda deliberate on the aftermath of her protest. Their conversation takes a light-hearted turn, hinting at a potential friendship, with David suggesting he might reach out during the summer.
Fourth Marking Period Part 2
Melinda focuses on her tree illustrations, with Mr. Freeman providing encouragement. When he steps out for a meeting, Andy, aka IT, appears unexpectedly. He disrupts her artwork as he perches on the table, inquiring about Rachelle Bruin. Before departing, he tears up her drawing and departs with Rachel. Melinda assumes Rachel caught sight of the note but chooses to disregard it. Ivy, accompanying Rachel, seems to sense Andy’s perilous demeanor, cautioning Melinda that he is “trouble with a capital ‘T’.” Electing to take a “mental health day,” Melinda stays home. Her mother, taken aback by her daughter’s sudden openness, inadvertently makes a snide remark but promptly apologizes. Battling a fever, Melinda tunes into talk shows and contemplates if she is the victim of assault. She envisions her narrative being featured on these shows while also yearning to erase all recollection of the incident. With spring’s advent, Melinda feels revitalized and dedicates her time to gardening. Her father commends her efforts and offers assistance in enhancing the yard as well. Though she declines his offer to accompany him to the store, she requests him to procure some flower seeds. During a tennis match in gym class, Melinda relishes the competition as she nearly bests Nicole, a former comrade. With the yearbook’s arrival, Melinda deems the signing tradition pointless and opts out of purchasing one. Hairwoman, her instructor, now flaunts a buzz cut, piquing Melinda’s curiosity about the catalyst for such a significant alteration. An inadvertent stain by Ivy lands Melinda in the restroom where she spots various notes on the stall walls. Amidst their conversation about Andy, Ivy unveils his infamous reputation. Melinda contributes by adding his name to a list on the stall wall insinuating “Guys to Stay Away From.” Melinda sardonically dubs the Senior Prom as the culmination of mating season. Heather, desperate for Melinda’s aid with prom decorations, tries to mend their friendship. Although embarrassed by the disorderly state of her room, Melinda staunchly declines to assist Heather.
Fourth Marking Period Part 3
Melinda feels emboldened and resolute in disclosing the truth about Andy to Rachel. In a library exchange utilizing notes, she reveals that she phoned the authorities due to being assaulted at the gathering. Rachel reacts unfavorably to the disclosure, accusing Melinda of jealousy and bizarre behavior before storming off. Feeling adrift, Melinda is approached by Ivy, who presents her with a cautionary message discovered in the school bathroom concerning Andy. Melinda senses a validation and release upon seeing the warnings. Melinda feels unsettled by the trimming of a tree near her window, but her father assures her it will flourish. She revisits the spot where she was attacked and decides to nurture her silent side, depicted as a seed. Melinda spends time outdoors, toiling in the yard, before drifting off to sleep. Upon awakening, she cycles around her neighborhood, experiencing a sense of liberation and exhilaration. Melinda hears of Rachel parting ways with Andy at the prom due to his aggressive conduct. This leaves Andy in a rage. Melinda has resolved to cease hiding in her closet refuge. But as she packs to depart, she is ambushed by Andy. A struggle ensues, with Melinda defying Andy and managing to startle him off with a shard of glass. Her cry is heard by the girl’s lacrosse team, who rush to her aid. Melinda lingers in the art room, striving to refine her tree sketch. She is approached by Amber, a senior cheerleader, who offers support. Melinda experiences a surge of popularity despite her traumatic encounter. She acknowledges her past and vows to grow stronger. She finally unveils her artwork to Mr. Freeman, who awards her an A+ and lends a sympathetic ear to her tribulation.