Within a rural Kentucky setting, Taylor Greer, a young lady, recollects a distressing childhood incident related to tires that had instilled fear in her. Memories of a tragic end meet her schoolmate, Newt Hardbine, weigh on her as she looks back. Despite similar beginnings, Taylor chooses to break free from the limitations of her small hometown. By toiling at a hospital, scrimping funds, and acquiring an old Volkswagen, she charts her path out of familiar confines.
Post high school, five years down the line, bidding adieu to her mother, she departs her town. Renamed based on her car’s cessation, her journey lands her at Taylorville, where her vehicle falters, leading to the adoption of her new moniker. A twist of fate presents her with a baby from an enigmatic woman posing as the infant’s kin, departing without elaboration. Overcome with astonishment, Taylor opts to raise the baby girl, christened Turtle, due to her clingy demeanor. Eventually finding their way to Tucson, Arizona after a sequence of vehicular glitches, Taylor crosses paths with Lou Ann Ruiz, another Kentucky resident left solo with her infant son following her husband’s abandonment. A stint at a fresh job later, Taylor confronts work instability, eventually renting a space from Lou Ann.
A bond swiftly forms between the two women as Taylor delves into employment under genial Mattie, overseeing a tired establishment. An encounter with undocumented Guatemalan immigrants, Estevan and Esperanza, unfolds introducing Taylor and Turtle to their poignant past story, having left their offspring behind to safeguard numerous others. As the narrative progresses, Taylor grapples with burgeoning affection toward Estevan amidst revelations that Turtle, actually aged three, has stunted growth due to prior abuse. Legal complications further cloud their situation upon a police probe unraveling Taylor’s lack of legal guardianship over Turtle. Amidst trials, a sojourn to Oklahoma is undertaken, aiding Estevan and Esperanza in finding fresh refuge, while scouting for Turtle’s kin to secure potential legal adoption. In Oklahoma, Taylor orchestrates a ruse where Estevan and Esperanza pose as Turtle’s birth parents. A confrontation with an Oklahoma legal figure ensues, culminating in heartfelt farewells. Taylor and Turtle meander back to Tucson now deemed their homestead.
Chapter 1
Narration transpires through the lens of Missy, previously recognized as a native of Pittman County, Kentucky, subsequently rechristened Taylor. Elaborating on prolonged destitution mirroring Newt Hardbine’s, a fellow townsperson sharing her likeness, she traces their shared struggle for survival. As Taylor pursues high school, Newt opts for farm labor post-dropout, later marrying an expectant lady. Owing to prevalent teen pregnancies within their locality, Taylor vows to divert this norm.
A pivotal juncture arrives when her appealing science tutor acquaints the class with a hospital job prospect. Backed by maternal encouragement, Taylor triumphantly secures the position. A ghastly hospital incident marks a watershed chapter in Taylor’s life, involving Newt and his spouse, Jolene, ushered into the ER, with Newt succumbing under the shadows of protracted maltreatment by his father. The gruesome sight triggers Taylor’s nausea, yet instills a newfound resolve to persevere. Caldwell’s said post, Taylor’s acquisition of a dilapidated car initiates her escape from Pittman’s constraints, assigning herself a fresh identity upon its stalling. Journeys lead her to Taylorville, entitling herself anew as ‘Taylor.’ Flouting her initial pact of settling at her car’s halt, she voyages onward, mildly acknowledging Oklahoma’s plains. Despite her Cherokee lineage claim, the Cherokee Nation in Oklahoma fails to captivate Taylor. A tavern visit engenders an unforeseen bequest – an infant entrusted by a stranger, masquerading as her deceased sibling. Fear-stricken instructions enforce the stranger’s warning against bar revisitation. Taylor hits the road once more, cloaked in uncertainty surrounding the infant’s welfare. A pit stop unveils a dire truth – the infant, now branded Turtle, bears scars of physical and sexual abuse. Overwhelmed, Taylor grapples with impending nausea, penning a postcard to her mother, proclaiming, “I found my head realties, Mama. They’re coming with me.”
Chapter 2
Shifted focus to Lou Ann Ruiz, a pregnant Kentucky dweller stationed in Tucson, Arizona, abandoned by her spouse, Angel. Angel, having lost his limb in a road mishap three years past, perceives Lou Ann’s aversion to his disability, imputing her with desires for other men. Lou Ann ascertains Angel’s waned affections towards all, including herself, deducing his departure on Halloween, urging her baby’s birth be dissociated from Christmas, aligning Facebook averse with her child’s holiday association. Post medical reassurance on weight loss requisites, a bus homeward steers Lou Ann through Lee Sing Market, amassing diet provisions. Lee Sing anticipates a daughter birth to Lou Ann, adorning the prophecy with somewhat derisive undertones. Perturbed, Lou Ann revisits her and her brother’s Kentucky exit history. Homebound reflections expose Angel’s definitive abandonment earmarked by his selective item retrieval; discarding items, including beer mugs and electronics, while retaining kitchenware. Accosted by doorbell trick-or-treaters, Lou Ann’s Halloween awareness dawns as she succumbs tearfully with swollen feet and shoes ill-disposed.
Chapter 3
Taylor’s stint assisting Mrs. Hoge at an Oklahoma inn over the Yuletide season accumulates some savings. Dubbed Turtle for her tenacious grip, Taylor embarks with the infant into Arizona on New Year’s Eve. Arizona’s surreal vistas seize Taylor’s admiration, precipitating her decision to anchor there. A serendipitous hailstorm guides her to Tucson, confronted by news of her stranded tires. Chancing upon Jesus Is Lord Used Tires, she acquaints with the kind-spirited proprietor, Mattie. Strapped for fresh tires, Taylor finds solace in Mattie’s benevolence, offered in coffee and snacks. Mattie’s blunt demeanor, accentuated by her provocative rabbit mug amidst a Christian tire premise confounds Taylor, reminiscing on the shop’s inception by Mattie’s devout Christian partner. A brief, jittery encounter transpires with a priest escorting an Indian family in a carriage. Taylor lauds Mattie’s mettle as an automobile-savvy, independent proprietor, cognizant of the community backlash such empowerment typically stirs. Meandering Mattie’s exceptional garden teeming with botanical, edibles, and automotive fusion, Taylor imbibes a tale revolving around purple beans gifted by a Chinese neighbor, citing their heritage tracing back to China in 1907. Taylor discovers Tucson to be exotic and cutting-edge compared to Kentucky. She and Turtle settle in the inexpensive Hotel Republic. She explores a contemporary art gallery, inquires about a position at a medical center receives a negative response, and strikes up a friendship with Sandi, an employee at Burger Derby, who is delighted that Taylor comes from the birthplace of the Kentucky Derby.
Chapter 4
Lou Ann’s mother, Ivy, and her grandmother, Granny Logan, journeyed from Kentucky to visit Lou Ann and her newborn son, Dwayne Ray. Angel, Lou Ann’s partner, pretends to be residing with them temporarily to portray a happy family facade. Granny Logan insists on keeping the drapes drawn, fearing the unusual warmth in January could be detrimental to the infant. In a conversation with her mother, Lou Ann discovers that her parents actually lived with Granny Logan, and not the other way around. Granny Logan expresses her displeasure with Tucson’s heat and accuses Lou Ann of being pretentious. She presents Lou Ann with a bottle filled with murky water from the Tug Fork River, where Lou Ann was baptized, instructing her to use it for Dwayne Ray’s baptism. After their departure to Kentucky, Lou Ann imagines herself accompanying them, stuck on a bus between the squabbling pair. Upon returning from seeing them off, she purchases tomatoes from a man named Bobby Bingo and unexpectedly confides in him about Angel’s departure. She finds it peculiar that she shared this secret with a stranger, after pretending to be happily married in front of her family. Back at home, while nursing Dwayne Ray, she attempts to recall her baptism. Angel returns home, smelling of beer, gathering a few belongings. He notices the Tug Fork water bottle, and upon learning its purpose, he empties it down the drain.
Chapter 5
Taylor secures a position at Burger Derby alongside Sandi. They supervise their children through the mall’s complimentary childcare service, feigning shopping while actually working. However, Taylor’s time at Burger Derby is short-lived due to a disagreement with her supervisor, resulting in her dismissal. Concerned about her finances, Taylor embarks on a quest for affordable housing and responds to two advertisements. The first advertisement leads her to a residence occupied by three unconventional hippies: Fei, La-Isha, and Timothy. Upon hearing about Turtle’s hot dog diet, La-Isha cautions Taylor about the health risks, while Fei discloses that the house operates as a soy-milk collective with a compulsory seven-hour weekly curd-straining duty. The second advertisement brings Taylor to Lou Ann’s abode. The women instantly bond, connecting over their shared Kentucky origins, their children, and a mutual amusement at the soy milk collective. Taylor confides in Lou Ann about Turtle’s background, and Lou Ann introduces her son, Dwayne Ray. Upon requesting to move in, Lou Ann enthusiastically agrees, as she had been concerned that Taylor and Turtle were too refined for her and Dwayne Ray’s humble way of life. Taylor assures Lou Ann they are not superior and self-deprecatingly labels herself as “just a simple hillbilly from East Jesus Nowhere with this adopted child that everybody keeps on telling me is dense as a box of rocks.” Lou Ann, reassured by Taylor’s words, radiates with joy, realizing they share a similar vernacular.
Chapter 6
Valentine’s Day brings the initial frost to Tucson, freezing Mattie’s beans. Despite a past trauma related to tires, Taylor agrees to work at Mattie’s tire shop after some persuasion. Mattie provides her with two complimentary car tires as part of their arrangement. She also allays Taylor’s fear of tire explosions, explaining the explosion severity depends on the tire size. While Taylor works, Lou Ann cares for Turtle and Dwayne Ray. Taylor discovers that many Spanish-speaking individuals reside with Mattie, whose dwelling she likens to a human sanctuary. Feeling irritable, Taylor is not pleased with how she and Lou Ann are starting to resemble an elderly married couple, with her working and Lou Ann tending to the children. During a drinking session, Taylor requests Lou Ann to refrain from doing her favors. As they continue to drink and converse, a slightly intoxicated Lou Ann expresses her fear of behaving embarrassingly while inebriated, mentioning a forgotten night of viewing a meteor shower with Angel that she fears may have contributed to their separation. Taylor suggests that Angel might have been playing a prank, an idea Lou Ann had not considered. Taylor shares her perspectives on relationships, utilizing an analogy from an installation guide for a toilet part: “Parts are included for all installations, but no installation requires all of the parts.” She believes no man can fully accommodate her intricate personality. Their exchange leads to a bout of laughter. Lou Ann notes how Angel would never stay up late just to converse, in contrast to their current situation.
Chapter 7
In the spring, Mattie, Lou Ann, Dwayne Ray, Taylor, Turtle, and Mattie’s acquaintances from Guatemala, Esperanza and Estevan, enjoy a picnic by a creek. The group is impressed by Estevan’s fluent English skills, and Esperanza seems captivated by Turtle. Estevan explains that Turtle reminds Esperanza of a child they know back home. Taylor and Estevan partake in a brisk swim in the creek, and on their journey back, they brake suddenly to avoid colliding with a quail family. Taylor is moved by the sight, while Lou Ann reflects that her ex-husband Angel would have aimed to hit the birds. Turtle reacts to the sudden stop by laughing, her first vocalization. Taylor, relieved, feels validated in her parenting. Later, while planting a garden with Mattie, Turtle utters her first spoken word: “bean.” Lou Ann confides in Taylor her apprehensions about her dark thoughts materializing. She recounts her teenage experiences when she used to stand on a cliff, contemplating leaping.
Taylor empathizes, comforting Lou Ann that she is not alone in such musings. In the evening, two elderly neighbors, Edna Poppy and Mrs. Virgie Parsons, join them for dinner and to watch Mattie’s television appearance, alongside Esperanza and Estevan. Mattie discusses human rights, asylum, and the perils faced by immigrants compelled to return to their homelands. The group, including Taylor, struggles to comprehend her intricate subjects. Mrs. Parsons mistakenly assumes Turtle to be Esperanza and Estevan’s daughter, and makes a derogatory remark about her. Estevan, who works as a dishwasher, uses chopsticks for dinner, eliciting disdain from Mrs. Parsons. She intimates that immigrants should remain in their own nations rather than occupy American jobs. Turtle, grappling with the chopsticks, is uplifted by Estevan’s tale. He narrates a story about individuals in hell unable to eat due to lengthy spoons, while in heaven, they employ the same spoons to nourish each other. Estevan demonstrates this by feeding Turtle a piece of pineapple.
Chapter 8
In the park, known as Dog Doo Park by local youngsters, Taylor and Lou Ann spend time with Turtle and Dwayne Ray. Taylor is disheartened upon learning that her mother intends to marry Harland Elleston, a worker at a paint and body shop. Lou Ann insists that Taylor should be pleased that her mother is vivacious enough to wed again, even accusing Taylor of harboring a dislike for men. Taylor silently differs, her thoughts drifting to Estevan. Lou Ann reminisces about her initial fascination with Angel. They observe the once lifeless wisteria vines in the park currently blooming vibrantly, a scene Taylor compares to a tale from the Bible about water gushing from a stone. Meantime, Turtle frolics in the soil, naming various vegetables. Edna Poppy and Mrs. Parsons wander by. Taylor playfully ribs Edna about her all-crimson outfit. Mrs. Parsons accidentally reveals that Angel visited Lou Ann’s residence while she was away. When Taylor asks, Lou Ann confesses she would welcome Angel back if he desired. On a separate occasion, Taylor endeavors to make amends to Estevan for Mrs. Parson’s comments about immigrants. He likens her to many Americans who believe distress is earned. They exchange compliments about each other’s way of speaking: Taylor admires Estevan’s impeccable English, while he finds her Kentucky accent and expressions delightful. Gradually, Taylor understands Mattie’s comparison of her shop to a sanctuary, where people seek refuge from their tribulations. Mattie often disappears for days on ‘birdwatching’ excursions—essentially seeking out individuals in need of protection. Taylor opts to take Turtle for a medical examination due to her past mistreatment. When the nurse mistakenly assumes Taylor is Turtle’s foster mother, Taylor does not correct her. Dr. Pelinowsky determines that Turtle’s growth has been stunted by abuse, a condition known as ‘failure to thrive.’ He shows x‑rays of Turtle’s fractures, mentioning that despite his initial belief that Turtle was two, the x‑rays indicate she is actually three. Taylor disputes this, pointing out Turtle’s recent growth. He reassures her that ‘failure to thrive’ can be reversed. As he speaks, Taylor gazes out of the window at a bird nesting in a cactus. After the medical visit, Taylor and Turtle meet with Lou Ann at the zoo. Taylor learns that Angel has come back to inform Lou Ann that he is permanently leaving to join a rodeo in Colorado-Montana. Lou Ann accuses Taylor of taking Angel’s side. Taylor clarifies that any current criticism of Angel might lead to Lou Ann resenting her if Angel returns. During their conversation, Taylor mentions ‘April.’ Upon hearing this, Turtle responds, prompting the women to conclude that April is Turtle’s true name.
Chapter 9
Esperanza, in a moment of despair, consumes a large amount of aspirin in an attempt at suicide. Estevan informs Taylor about this while Mattie rushes Esperanza to a clinic. Taylor and Estevan spend time together at her place during this crisis. She realizes that in such situations, she tends to rely on traditional female roles. She gives Estevan the option of being fed or engaged in conversation, to which he chooses the latter. As they talk, Taylor feels a strong attraction towards Estevan. She recounts a story about Scotty Richey, a former classmate who took his own life on his sixteenth birthday. She discusses the social hierarchies in high school and how Scotty always felt like an outsider. This frustrates her regarding Esperanza, who despite having supportive people around her, tried to harm herself. Estevan shares details about the cruel methods used in Guatemala, particularly the use of telephones to administer shocks to sensitive parts of the body. He suggests that Taylor is choosing to ignore such horrors, which she denies, stating she does not support such practices and often feels out of place in Tucson. Estevan then reveals that he and Esperanza had a daughter, Ismene, who was abducted during a raid due to their involvement with the teacher’s union. They had to decide between revealing the names of their union colleagues or getting their daughter back. They chose the former and escaped to the U.S., leaving their daughter behind. This revelation brings tears to Taylor’s eyes. Later, when Turtle wakes up, Taylor envisions a picture-perfect family with herself, Turtle, Estevan, and the cat, reminiscent of a set of paper dolls from her childhood. After Turtle goes to bed, Taylor and Estevan end up sharing the couch for the night. They find themselves cuddled up in sleep, but Taylor, understanding Esperanza’s pain, decides to move to her own bed after gently kissing Estevan’s hand.
Chapter 10
After Esperanza’s suicide attempt, Taylor feels a sense of hope. She and Lou Ann chat about bird calls, marking the change of their living space into a family home rather than Angel’s abandoned place. Lou Ann returns from a meeting with Angel’s family, the Ruizes. The information she shares brings her joy; despite Angel’s absence, they still consider her part of their family, viewing Angel as the problematic one. Together, Lou Ann and Taylor take their children to Roosevelt Park, where they relax beneath a wisteria arbor. When Turtle, gazing at the vines, utters ‘bean trees,’ Taylor realizes that the wisteria’s blossoms have transformed into bean-like green pods. After the park visit, Taylor encounters Edna Poppy at Lee Sing’s grocery store. When Edna, holding a white cane, asks if she’s holding lemons or limes, Taylor is surprised to learn that Edna is blind. Several peculiar things now make sense to her, such as Edna’s preference for red clothing for easy dressing, Virgie Parson’s habit of announcing everyone’s name to assist Edna in knowing their presence, and Edna’s tendency to look over people’s heads while conversing, as she can only direct her gaze towards voices. Taylor visits Esperanza, who is residing with Mattie. Throughout the visit, Esperanza remains silent while Taylor keeps the conversation going, trying to offer words of comfort. She expresses her sympathy for Esperanza’s lost child and urges her to hold onto hope. By the end of their talk, Esperanza begins to cry, which Taylor sees as an improvement from the vacant look in Esperanza’s eyes earlier. On her way back home, Taylor encounters Lou Ann, who’s been job hunting. Lou Ann recounts her unpleasant experience during a job interview at a convenience store where the interviewer objectified her. Passing by Fanny Heaven, a strip club, Lou Ann expresses her disgust towards it, particularly the distasteful door handle. Taylor advises her to confront it rather than avoid it and ‘talk back to it.’
Chapter 11
Lou Ann lands a job at the Red Hot Mama’s salsa factory, taking immense pride in her work despite the conditions resembling a sweatshop. She starts to appreciate her body more and brings home various salsa varieties and recipes. Her work shifts are in the evening, so Taylor takes charge of putting the children to bed. When Lou Ann returns home, they enjoy a late meal together. During one such dinner, they discuss Lou Ann’s anxious nature. She recounts a dream she had after Dwayne Ray’s birth, where an angel predicted that he wouldn’t live past the year 2000. She believes this prophecy is supported by their horoscopes, intensifying her existing fear of mortality since childhood. Despite acknowledging her irrational fear, Taylor reassures her that her concerns make her a caring mother. Angel sends a package containing a hair clip for Lou Ann and boots for Dwayne Ray, along with a letter expressing his desire for them to live with him. This dilemma leaves Lou Ann torn between the flattery of being missed, her new managerial role at the factory, and Angel’s invitation. Taylor is anxious that Lou Ann might accept Angel’s proposal. The potential departure of Lou Ann, combined with Esperanza and Estevan’s uncertain circumstances, weighs on Taylor.Mattie worries that Esperanza and Estevan may be deported and put to death in Guatemala. Providing evidence of their lives being in danger in Central America is necessary for them to stay in the U.S., but they do not have this proof.
Chapter 12
The desert plain, with its bumps and crevices, resembled the hand of a fortune teller waiting to be interpreted. In the middle of July, a silence descends on the desert as the cicadas pause and Taylor and Mattie notice a distant rumble of thunder. Mattie stops her work and guides Taylor, Esperanza, and Estevan into the desert to enjoy the scent of the first rain. She recounts how the indigenous tribes cherished the initial summer shower, marking it as their New Year’s Day. Reaching a hilltop, a brief drizzle falls on them before the storm dissipates. On their way back to the car, they see a rattlesnake coiling around a tree, possibly searching for bird eggs. At home, Taylor senses a troubling air from Lou Ann’s expression. Lou Ann discloses a distressing event involving Turtle. While under Edna Poppy’s care in the park, a man attacked Turtle. Edna’s blindness hindered her full understanding of the situation, but she fought back upon hearing the commotion. Turtle’s vacant look reminds Taylor of the day she found her in Oklahoma. The police and a social worker arrive shortly. Taylor steps aside to help Mrs. Parsons with a sparrow that flew into the house. The bird hits the window and falls, appearing lifeless, but it revives, and they release it “into the ominous night.” The doctor’s examination reveals bruises on Turtle’s shoulder but no signs of mistreatment. Lou Ann, furious with Taylor for focusing on the bird rather than Turtle, is determined to care for Turtle and find the assailant. Taylor sinks into deep despair, barely eating and burying herself in work after the harrowing incident.
Chapter 13
Taylor and Turtle interact frequently with Cynthia, a social worker whose formal manner irritates Taylor. Learning about Turtle’s background, Cynthia reveals that Taylor has no legal rights over Turtle, making her a ward of the state. This news perturbs Lou Ann, who urges Taylor to challenge the system, causing Taylor to feel despondent and contemplate giving up on maintaining guardianship of Turtle. Lou Ann regrets the change in Taylor’s once resilient demeanor. Mattie hasn’t been successful in assisting Esperanza and Estevan to escape to a safe haven. Reflecting on her initial meeting with Taylor, Mattie admits to seeing through Taylor’s facade of confidence initially. Mattie advises Taylor that perfection is not a requirement in parenting; the crucial question is whether she genuinely wants to do right by Turtle. Taylor sets up a meeting with Cynthia to discuss Turtle’s custody, questioning the legal variances on Native American reservations and how she can discern differences in laws of other states. Through their dialogue, Taylor realizes that Cynthia supports her, providing a contact in Oklahoma for legal guidance. After a sleepless night, Taylor determines to journey to Oklahoma, aiming to offer refuge to Esperanza and Estevan and seek out Turtle’s relatives. Lou Ann expresses concerns about potential claims from Turtle’s family or the risk of not finding them, overlooking the substantial danger of Taylor getting caught for transporting undocumented immigrants. Mattie, unlike Lou Ann, grasps the imminent peril. On the night before Taylor’s departure, Virgie Parsons invites them to witness the blooming of the cereus, a plant that blooms only once a year in the night. The fragrance and beauty of the flower are interpreted as a positive omen. Departing from Mattie’s abode, Taylor, Turtle, Esperanza, and Estevan embark on their journey. Though anxious, Mattie admires Taylor’s courage, recalling how Alice, Taylor’s mother, used to gaze at her. Along the way, they come across a deceased blackbird. Despite the initial impulse to stop, Taylor realizes halting for a dead bird serves no purpose.
Chapter 14
Taylor, Esperanza, Estevan, and Turtle are traveling east towards Oklahoma and encounter an Immigration checkpoint. Taylor’s anxiety leads to a pause when asked about Turtle’s parents, prompting Estevan to assert that Turtle is theirs. While agreeing with the tactic, Taylor is perturbed, especially when Turtle begins calling Esperanza “Ma.” Estevan clarifies their Maya heritage and their genuine Native American names. Taylor is impressed by their ability to speak multiple languages. She reflects on Esperanza unveiling her St. Christopher medallion, the patron saint of refugees, and contemplates Stephen Foster’s resemblance to the saint. To entertain Turtle during the journey, Esperanza sings to her while Taylor and Estevan chat. Upon arrival in Oklahoma, they stop at the Broken Arrow Motor Lodge, where the proprietor, Mrs. Hoge, has passed away. Taylor suggests dropping off Estevan and Esperanza at their new location, but they opt to stay back to help find Turtle’s biological family. Taylor is disheartened hearing Esperanza call Turtle by another name, Ismene, and she misses her friend Lou Ann. The quest for Turtle’s relatives takes them to a bar where a Native American woman had entrusted Turtle to Taylor earlier. However, the ownership has changed, and the current proprietors have no information about Turtle’s family. The bar waitress informs Taylor about the presence of the Cherokee nation in the Ozark Mountains. This revelation induces guilt in Taylor for her erroneous assumptions about the Cherokee Nation. Unable to locate Turtle’s kin, Taylor suggests a visit to the Lake o’ the Cherokees in the Ozarks, which Estevan and Esperanza agree to.
Chapter 15
The group travels to a lake within the Cherokee Nation. Taylor, the sole Caucasian, feels out of place. She observes Estevan and Esperanza relax, enjoying an environment where everyone resembles them. Taylor is pleasantly surprised by the vibrant, hilly landscape of the Cherokee Nation, contradicting her prior assumption of desolation. Turtle’s cry of “Mama” at a gas station and cemetery along the way leaves Taylor uneasy. Arriving at the lake, they find a cabin for the night. They spend the afternoon by a stream where Estevan presents Taylor and Esperanza with flowers. Taylor notices a change in Esperanza, a sense of contentment. Later, Estevan and Taylor rent a boat for a lake outing. Overwhelmed by the thought of Estevan’s departure, Taylor tearfully expresses her will miss him. Estevan suggests making a wish, using beer pop-tops as a stand-in for coins. Taylor makes two wishes, one seemingly unattainable—her wish to retain both Estevan and Turtle. Subsequently, the group enjoys a picnic. Turtle buries her doll under a tree, prompting Taylor to gently explain the distinction between seeds and dolls. When Turtle refers to the mound of earth as “Mama,” Taylor realizes she is mirroring her biological mother’s burial. Taylor reassures Turtle of her enduring love and her commitment to caring for her forever. Towards the end, Taylor asks a favor of Esperanza and Estevan, to which they agree.
Chapter 16
Under the pseudonyms Steve and Hope, Estevan and Esperanza visit Mr. Jonas Wilford Armistead’s chamber with Taylor and Turtle, masquerading as Turtle’s biological progenitors with Taylor as the adoptive mater. Mr. Armistead, oblivious, expounds on the adoption’s irrevocability, urging Estevan and Esperanza to declare they can surrender their offspring. Esperanza touched to tears, asserts they cherish their girl but lack the means to nurture her. She envisions the likelihood of having more progeny in a forthcoming abode. While observing Esperanza with Turtle, Taylor admits she couldn’t deny Esperanza if she desired to retain Turtle. Nevertheless, Esperanza transfers her St. Christopher talisman to Turtle, guaranteeing Taylor of Turtle’s forthcoming felicity. Consenting to the guardianship shift, Estevan and Esperanza affix their signatures to a document validating their mental acumen and voluntary choice. Following this, Esperanza displays authentic elation.
Chapter 17
Taylor accompanies Estevan and Esperanza to a sanctuary, bidding adieu to Estevan. She confides that this marks her premiere experience of releasing a cherished individual. Estevan discloses that any messages can solely be relayed through Mattie. They exchange a farewell kiss, and Taylor ponders on the bereavement endured in Oklahoma. After parting ways, Taylor contacts her progenitor and divulges her poignant state. Alice, in response, shares her resolve to cease housekeeping and learns of Turtle’s formal adoption. Taylor and Turtle engage in a heartfelt dialogue where Taylor assures Turtle of her sole maternal status, presenting her as April Turtle Greer. On a spur-of-the-moment decision, Taylor dials 1–800-THE-LORD, a number she had contemplated reaching out to in times of desperation, akin to her progenitor’s fallback strategy of invoking their Cherokee Nation entitlements. The number turns out to be a donation hotline, which elicits amusement from Taylor. Subsequently, they visit a library, where Turtle identifies wisteria as bean trees in a botany tome. Taylor elucidates how microbes facilitate the flora’s development, establishing a parallel between this and the assistance individuals provide one another. Taylor retrieves Turtle’s adoption documents from the tribunal and checks on Lou Ann, who confirms her decision not to return to Angel and references her fresh romantic involvement. Lou Ann reaffirms her established familial connection with Taylor and Turtle and expresses relief upon learning of Turtle’s adoption. Taylor and Turtle eventually depart from Oklahoma City and initiate their journey back to Tucson. En route, Turtle croons a melodious tune incorporating the names of her acquaintances and family, with Taylor as “the main ingredient”.